Off to the acid mines.. I always log on to get a bit cheered up before I go to work.. I'm beginning to believe more and more that fetish stems from childhood... all the men seem to tell stories from around 5,6,7,8 years old that has given them that fetish today... I examined my own past harder to see how I've become the person I am... there are a few things that point to freak..
1. I was on a harness and lead in public until I was 4 (white leather apparently)
2. My mother was so afraid of me rolling out of bed when I was a baby that she got this tight fitted bedsheet that would basically mummify me on the spot
3. I had dummies (apparently about 15-20 at a time) until I was 5
4. I saw Blue Velvet when I was 8
5. I cut the top of my sisters finger off when I was 6 (I didnt mean to I was just trying to scare her)
I'm sure there are many more incidents.. I remember seeing a spirit when I was about 5 and knowing it was a ghost at the time and trying to speak to it...... or maybe it was just all the cabbage patch dolls and punky brewster thats turned me out the way I am
1. I was on a harness and lead in public until I was 4 (white leather apparently)
2. My mother was so afraid of me rolling out of bed when I was a baby that she got this tight fitted bedsheet that would basically mummify me on the spot
3. I had dummies (apparently about 15-20 at a time) until I was 5
4. I saw Blue Velvet when I was 8
5. I cut the top of my sisters finger off when I was 6 (I didnt mean to I was just trying to scare her)
I'm sure there are many more incidents.. I remember seeing a spirit when I was about 5 and knowing it was a ghost at the time and trying to speak to it...... or maybe it was just all the cabbage patch dolls and punky brewster thats turned me out the way I am
optic16241:
ow...finger.
freyja__:
what fetish do you think the dummies inspired in you? and what kind of dummies are you talking about? like.. mannequins?