(how do I make this really big? lol just want to scare you)
doodles I have been reading your posts lately, it made me sad but I think you're right - its possibly a lot to do with your mums health/own mental state... also if shes going thru menopause - it does evil, evil things. God....
Honestly, i think its more about HER than it is YOU... but you know that, you have your confidence which is worth more than you know (cos I know, being an unconfident person). Dont change.
*hugs* xoxoxoxoxoxo
PS. I had a dream last night that I was forced to take Dicky to my high school formal (I didnt in IRL btw, just need to get that straight), and his sister and his freak braces wearing mother had to come too. It was SUCH a fucking nightmare... I was cringing in my sleep, and I remember saying to my mum (in the dream) "EVERYONE WILL MAKE FUN OF ME FOR BEING SEEN WITH HIM!!!!" LMAO.... oh god I cringe now.
(how do I make this really big? lol just want to scare you)
doodles I have been reading your posts lately, it made me sad
Honestly, i think its more about HER than it is YOU... but you know that, you have your confidence which is worth more than you know (cos I know, being an unconfident person). Dont change.
*hugs* xoxoxoxoxoxo
PS. I had a dream last night that I was forced to take Dicky to my high school formal (I didnt in IRL btw, just need to get that straight), and his sister and his freak braces wearing mother had to come too. It was SUCH a fucking nightmare... I was cringing in my sleep, and I remember saying to my mum (in the dream) "EVERYONE WILL MAKE FUN OF ME FOR BEING SEEN WITH HIM!!!!" LMAO.... oh god I cringe now.