well after that explosive missive... we had a fire in my building which then flooded three floors cause of the sprinkier systems going of... .I swear I didnt do it 
wah.... so I didnt get to have my nap because we were evacuated....
bored and tired.... well its looking to be another shithouse week money wise... I've been enquiring about piercing apprenticships... I think I could get one... but I dont want to start something and then leave 6 months later when I move to melbourne and leave them dissilussioned that people will just walk out on them... or take the position away from someone who is going to stay in sydney...
I dont know I'm just so torn.... but I'm lazy as well... I'm the heaviest I've been in about 4 years... which sort of tells me I'm depressed... but in a strange way I'm contentedly happy...
I am so in love.... SO in love... even after 2 1/2 years... I love him more... we touch each other MORE... we kiss more we fuck more... we just cant get enough of each other... jsut to lie and kiss.... or to lie and talk... we make each other wet our pants laughing... he comforts me... tells me I'm the most beautiful girl in the whole world and believes it...
its time likes these we have to concentrate on things like that...
I may be broke but I have the love of my life... something that some people will never have and will spend their whole lives yearning for....
I am eternally grateful, humbled and honoured that I have found such bliss at such a young age... everything is just icing on the cake after that....
I saw the dali lama speak about a year ago.... and he said the biggest thing wrong with the western world today is that we expect too much from life.... if we have full bellys and have a roof over our heads we have more than 75% of the world today.....
I hope your having a great weekend...
wah.... so I didnt get to have my nap because we were evacuated....
bored and tired.... well its looking to be another shithouse week money wise... I've been enquiring about piercing apprenticships... I think I could get one... but I dont want to start something and then leave 6 months later when I move to melbourne and leave them dissilussioned that people will just walk out on them... or take the position away from someone who is going to stay in sydney...
I dont know I'm just so torn.... but I'm lazy as well... I'm the heaviest I've been in about 4 years... which sort of tells me I'm depressed... but in a strange way I'm contentedly happy...
I am so in love.... SO in love... even after 2 1/2 years... I love him more... we touch each other MORE... we kiss more we fuck more... we just cant get enough of each other... jsut to lie and kiss.... or to lie and talk... we make each other wet our pants laughing... he comforts me... tells me I'm the most beautiful girl in the whole world and believes it...
its time likes these we have to concentrate on things like that...
I may be broke but I have the love of my life... something that some people will never have and will spend their whole lives yearning for....
I am eternally grateful, humbled and honoured that I have found such bliss at such a young age... everything is just icing on the cake after that....
I saw the dali lama speak about a year ago.... and he said the biggest thing wrong with the western world today is that we expect too much from life.... if we have full bellys and have a roof over our heads we have more than 75% of the world today.....
I hope your having a great weekend...
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.. a piercing apprenticship would be excellent.. it is a skill that would be great to have.. and you would be able to make some extra cash on the side piercing friends and such. Even if you can't get an apprenticeship maybe there is a course that you can do!