ok.... so the move in September is off..... we just cant do it on this little notice and being owed the vast amount of money we are owed (we are owed almost $10,000 ... dont ask me why, it will be a long story that will most probably get me 
)
so yeah.... I have a few things I want to finish here before I move.. and I get the feeling I will start to get up to my earning power @ Salon Kittys and then we will have to move and I will have to start again with a new client base which will frustrate me to no end....
I feel better about it... it gives me time to prepare and get some money together, I might start looking for some part time work as I can use Salon Kittys parent company as a reference... which is a good thing about working there... they also give you written references if you need it for the straight world....
my old boss has finally taken my profile off her website and I'm getting better photo's taken on Saturday night which will improve things for sure...
I'm feeling really fat at the moment.. probably because I AM fat... I'm going to yoga today... I'm going to start doing it twice a week and then get up to 3 times... I have to get my eating under control... but I'm positive I will now that I'm back on the pill.... my real hormones drive me fucking nuts... the weight will start coming off....
meantime.. my boy still tells me everyday how beautiful I am and how much he loves me... its amazing... I've gone from 80kgs to 58kgs back to 80kgs (I'm probably a bit heavier actually but I darent step on the scales) and not once has his demeanour changed towards me... I still feel he loves me and finds me sexy no matter what size I've been... godbless him... I have truely found my soul mate....
I apply for uni this week... I'm making La Trobe my first preference then Australian Catholic Uni my second and Sydney Uni my 3rd....
cross your fingers for me....
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so yeah.... I have a few things I want to finish here before I move.. and I get the feeling I will start to get up to my earning power @ Salon Kittys and then we will have to move and I will have to start again with a new client base which will frustrate me to no end....
I feel better about it... it gives me time to prepare and get some money together, I might start looking for some part time work as I can use Salon Kittys parent company as a reference... which is a good thing about working there... they also give you written references if you need it for the straight world....
my old boss has finally taken my profile off her website and I'm getting better photo's taken on Saturday night which will improve things for sure...
I'm feeling really fat at the moment.. probably because I AM fat... I'm going to yoga today... I'm going to start doing it twice a week and then get up to 3 times... I have to get my eating under control... but I'm positive I will now that I'm back on the pill.... my real hormones drive me fucking nuts... the weight will start coming off....
meantime.. my boy still tells me everyday how beautiful I am and how much he loves me... its amazing... I've gone from 80kgs to 58kgs back to 80kgs (I'm probably a bit heavier actually but I darent step on the scales) and not once has his demeanour changed towards me... I still feel he loves me and finds me sexy no matter what size I've been... godbless him... I have truely found my soul mate....
I apply for uni this week... I'm making La Trobe my first preference then Australian Catholic Uni my second and Sydney Uni my 3rd....
cross your fingers for me....
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Guess I'll have to make the trek up north at least ONCE before you come back down.
you really do know how to bring me back from being stuck in my sobby head
i'm just super self depricating right now