5alvani's SuicideGirls Blog

You give me names I never had, and now belong. My heart accelerates, my chest billows just as I hear your lips murmur these given names. I found my home in you, I found in you what I always needed and wouldnt admit. You give me meaning, you bring harmony to my cacophony of a world, I hope I bring you symphony.

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mathematics:

i know, i was just playing with you.

we're not close i guess. we don't talk much. he's coming today with his wife and son. i actually have to pick them up at the airport in about an hour or so. it's gonna be cool, they'll be here for a week.

Jul 1, 2005

soeffinhappy:

Never read that book but I'll take it as a compliment.

Jul 11, 2005

LOVE.--This is the great instrument and engine of nature, the bond and cement of society, the spring and spirit of the universe. It is of that active, restless nature, that it must of necessity exert itself: and like the fire, to which it is so often compared, it is not a free agent to choose whether it will heat or no, but it streams forth...
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mathematics:

so what's new with you, stranger?

May 22, 2005

soeffinhappy:

You vanish and reappear a lot. I'm glad you're here now though.

Jun 1, 2005

Enough about me, what is going on in your life?

Why is it so hard for me to follow instructions?

soeffinhappy:

Cause you're a free spirit?

Mar 14, 2005

I let him get under my skin. There wasn't anything terrifically admirable about him. Nothing to explain the unbelievable draw I felt. I remember walking by the big picture window of his apartment and seeing him standing, half naked, playing his guitar. He was strong, too strong for his guitar. His hair was dirty and disheveled, short blond strands falling down in his face as...
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Digital images cast a reflection in his glasses as he glided a computer mouse back and forth... back and forth... back and forth as he synchronized himself with the computer in front of him, engrossed in the perfectly arranged colors, fixing his eyes between two vectors, slowly mouthing a digital repertoire in which time slowed by morphine was represented paradoxically by quickly moving traffic and...
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soeffinhappy:

I think sleeping will help, instead of staying up all night updating my bands website and surfing SG. That doens't even count pining over my lost loves....

Mar 7, 2005

apostrophenow:

y'know, if you think about every song you've ever heard that mentioned "love" in the lyrics and substituted the word "drug", the song would still make some kind of sense.

for example, "I will always drug you" by Whitney Houston or "Addicted to drugs" by Robert Palmer, see what I mean?

the only conclusion I can come to is love is a drug.

damn it's late

Mar 12, 2005

Sometimes life does take you by the horns and you really have no where to hide...

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soeffinhappy:

Life is annoying and uncomfortable and just terrible all around, but is still beautiful in spite of(or perhaps because of) just that.
When life grabs you by the horns, kick it in the balls.

Feb 6, 2005