40ozkisses:
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"I can't eat anything
without shoving my hands down my throat
And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup
With my hair blinding my eyes
Oh, blinding my eyes
I can't remember the last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time?
I stretch myself across...
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without shoving my hands down my throat
And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup
With my hair blinding my eyes
Oh, blinding my eyes
I can't remember the last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like to feel ugly all the time?
I stretch myself across...
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pixieduzt:
you have been my friend on here for so long, yet we've never talked. I've read your journals and thye seem to be so sad and so do you. I hope everything works out ok for you and i would love to talk to you. sorry if you feel i was being nosy, i'm just prone to worry.
How can I shoot you if you keep moving!
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40ozkisses:
Hey, Thankyou for tonight. I'm sorry I got pissy over the girl comment. I just know i'm tougher then what most people think. and i think i proved that to ya. hehe. im sorry im so scared of commitment even in the slightest bit. It's just I dont want to fall to hard to fast. I mean how do you go from a 3 year engangement to boyfriend and girlfriend... I feel like I've lost so much and so little at the same time ya know? I miss Robbie so much, and I love him with all my heart, its hard to know when to move on... i feel so like.. i dunno how to put it. when i was with robbie, he took care of everything. from how my money was spent to how his was spent. i mean he budgeted just for me. i never had to pay for anything. which has left me with no knowledge of how to set aside or anything. its like i already knew he was there to care for me, and when i married him i knew what was going to happen and that id be alrite. I dont know anything anymore, and it scares me... I know I shouldnt rely on a guy to take care of me, and i didnt want to get to that point ever, but somehow i did, and im left to figure out all this shit on my own. im so scared.. alrite, im done. thank you so much.. x.kisses.x luv ya. roarie
ladyrune:
SWEET!
I love you
Why?
Because
Because why?
Just because...
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Outside of the frame
We're Moving to fast, getting lost along the way...
_ _ _ _ _ e Melancholy & Pensive A _ _ _ _ _
We're moving to slow, drifting apart every day...
lovers? on Train Tracks
The lovers ghost was just a memory fadeing in time.
Nothing, I am? We are?...
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Why?
Because
Because why?
Just because...
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Outside of the frame
We're Moving to fast, getting lost along the way...
_ _ _ _ _ e Melancholy & Pensive A _ _ _ _ _
We're moving to slow, drifting apart every day...
lovers? on Train Tracks
The lovers ghost was just a memory fadeing in time.
Nothing, I am? We are?...
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40ozkisses:
i know i must seem like a wierd stalker or something, but im tryyying one last time before i leave!!! grrr, meanie. fine. if you want to play that way!! it's cuz you're black!! hah, how do you like that?! 
40ozkisses:
i dont want to wake your "roomates" up
Refreash Refreash Refreash Refreash...
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40ozkisses:
Thats cool. Does that mean you can call me now?
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Is it too wierd for me to say I miss ya? heh.
x.kisses.x
you make me feel like a stalker.
[Edited on Jun 03, 2006 3:35PM]
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Is it too wierd for me to say I miss ya? heh.
x.kisses.x
you make me feel like a stalker.
[Edited on Jun 03, 2006 3:35PM]
40ozkisses:
You skipped out on calling me yesterday, fucker!! What kind of sort-of boyfriend does that, lol. Hehehe... I know something you don't knoooooooow!!! Not really I'm just playing!! Maybe, I prolly know lots of things that you don't, but... yea.. I don't know where this is going. I'm just bored. I slept through church this morning, so I'm kinda pissed. I'm even more mad that I drove all the way to Bardstown Rd. and I got to be in EarXtacy for a full 3.5 minutes. Then I got sick again when I woke up this morning!!! I thought I was going to throw up on Christian. She'd be a meaner kittie then. Ummmm hmmm. I guess I'll go ramble on to someone else now.
PS. I don't date losers so either you're good at fooling me or you better become a, umm, not loser real quick!!! Hehe. Alrite, I'm really going now!
x.kisses.x
rOaRie
PS. I don't date losers so either you're good at fooling me or you better become a, umm, not loser real quick!!! Hehe. Alrite, I'm really going now!
x.kisses.x
rOaRie
I could be dead.
Comeing home from the bank I barely missed getting annihilated by a truck that flew thru a red light. It just makes me think, wow I could be dead. It's one of those moments that you realize that you should try to live everyday like it could be your last.
Comeing home from the bank I barely missed getting annihilated by a truck that flew thru a red light. It just makes me think, wow I could be dead. It's one of those moments that you realize that you should try to live everyday like it could be your last.
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40ozkisses:
grrrr
Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth, and back
And that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down
What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
--Damien Rice
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth, and back
And that's all I need
Don't build your world around
Volcanoes melt you down
What I am to you is not real
What I am to you, you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
--Damien Rice
40ozkisses:
Hey, why're you acting so wierd?
Erase
40ozkisses:
Why'd you get rid of all your stuff???
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40ozkisses:
hehe, was it bad that that joke turned me on a little? 
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I wish you didnt stay up all night!! Cuz I want to see you right NOW!!! GrrrRRrr... I'm going to send my evil sock monkey to bite you. Hey, or my old friends the scary green underwear!! man i havent thought of them in awhile. see you inspire me. oooo yea. i gots a present for you!!! x.kisses.x later. rOaRie
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I wish you didnt stay up all night!! Cuz I want to see you right NOW!!! GrrrRRrr... I'm going to send my evil sock monkey to bite you. Hey, or my old friends the scary green underwear!! man i havent thought of them in awhile. see you inspire me. oooo yea. i gots a present for you!!! x.kisses.x later. rOaRie
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pinkzebra:
eating waffles alone sucks
40ozkisses:
You were fine. I'm just nervous to get really close to anybody right now.
x.kisses.x
roarie
[Edited on May 28, 2006 1:20PM]
x.kisses.x
roarie
[Edited on May 28, 2006 1:20PM]