Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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Today sux!!!!! I pretty much just wasted it away sittin in bed tell about 4 o clock. My bed was was just to goddamn comfortable. Oh well, im still kinda waitin for the coffee to kick in and i will be in full force. I was just thinking has does anyone know that jawbreaker song "fireman"? That one line gets me everytime," honey its depressing what depression does to some". i dont know why its a simple line but it makes me think and stuff. depression really makes you do things outta desperation. Its makes it 10 times harder to control and react to how you feel. whateva im ramblin and i think im starting to sound a little emo so im gonna leave it up to you to finish the thought. How far is to far before pills and therapy isnt enough??? And what steps are thereafter???
hjerte:

Therapy works if you want it to. Pills work if you find the right balance. depression can push you though. Further than you want to go. There are no steps afterwards if the depression is IN control. Im not as depressed as I used to be but I can understand why people say fuck it and stop fighting.
exene:
I find that I am only really depressed if I am bored all the time. Actually, I guess I also have been super depressed over break-ups, but I think that is a given for everybody. Anyway, have you been extra bored lately? Maybe that is it. Maybe not. That's just what I notice when it happens to me.

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