Alrite, well today was my last day of school.. I got up the guts (Well, Kind of) to give this guy my phone number. I hate going after guys, but what the hell. Although I acted like a 3rd grader and put it in a fucking note. Either way, he called. Although when he called I was bowling for the first time in 8 years. I talked to him for a few minutes and then I told him I'd call him back in an hour. Well i called him back, and i was still with my friend TJ. I didn't want to really talk to Justin (the guy I gave my number to) in front of TJ (Because he used to like me and he might still) so, I wasn't really being myself and talking to much. Well, I said something to TJ about the movie we were watching, and Justin says that he'll call me sometime when he wants to hang out. I told him he could call me back tonight if he wanted, but yea it's almost 12 so I'm not really hoping anymore. I like this guy, but when I was talking to him I didn't get a chance to show him the side of me I would want him to know. I guess I was nervous, but you live by the mistakes you make. You ususally live better when you make mistakes. I couldn't imagine if life was perfect and I had nothing to regret. I realized that I can still be the person I want to be even though I might make an ass out of myself sometimes. I'll get it through my heart and my mind sometime. I don't want to spend the rest of my life daydreaming of how I want it to be so I guess I better get something done, huh? There's so many things to do in this world, and it seems like I want to do everything. Too many cute and nice guys too. I don't know where I'm going with this or who I'm talking to really. Myself, I guess. hehe, I'm off! x.kisses.x *RoAriE* 