EEeeek. I couldn't breathe earlier, prolly from being sick, but i was getting pains in my back and chest. My step-dad is a chiroprator. Well, I havent gotten adjusted since I got my tattoos, and while he was adjusting my back, he saw my monkey. I got scared and lied about it, told him i drew it. He prolly knew i was lying, but i got really scared. So I feel bad, I hope they give me another opportunity to tell the truth , but yea. I freaked. 
Anyway, I pretty much have a boring ass life. I havent had any alcohol since jon was last here, so over a month. Go Me!! 
But I've been so sad lately that I think a little bit wouldn't hurt. Just to make me not so uptight, and happier. But if jon's not going to drink i won't either. Only fair. Although he did drink for months and months without telling me. 
Whew, Confusing myself, and making a situation more then it should be. hehe Thaaaaats me. Oh, yea, got my boots from ebay today. I got them cuz jon likes girls and boots, but im not sure i really like them. He says to give them time. I guess soooo. Guess I'll try em on. Oh yea, and I'm finally getting out of a bad relationship. Or starting towards it. Im proud of myself. Well yea, thats all for now... muuuuuuah x.kisses.x 
Anyway, I pretty much have a boring ass life. I havent had any alcohol since jon was last here, so over a month. Go Me!! But I've been so sad lately that I think a little bit wouldn't hurt. Just to make me not so uptight, and happier. But if jon's not going to drink i won't either. Only fair. Although he did drink for months and months without telling me. Whew, Confusing myself, and making a situation more then it should be. hehe Thaaaaats me. Oh, yea, got my boots from ebay today. I got them cuz jon likes girls and boots, but im not sure i really like them. He says to give them time. I guess soooo. Guess I'll try em on. Oh yea, and I'm finally getting out of a bad relationship. Or starting towards it. Im proud of myself. Well yea, thats all for now... muuuuuuah x.kisses.x