40ozkisses

I'm too tired to try anymore.

I don't want to ask anyone for help, because I don't want to be looked at like I'm crazy.

I mean it's cool for me to be depressed on the internet.

No one here is ever going to know me or see me on a daily basis.

But if I ask for help or if I cry to someone and tell them how I feel, they're just going to think I'm dumb.

It's like a chian reaction.

I've done everything I know of.

I've tried to push these feelings away, and ignore the bad stuff, bottle it up.

But this feeling is impossible to keep away, to keep inside.

The more I bottle, and the longer I wait... The harder it comes at me later.

In my mind, there's only one more option left...

And it gets more and more tempting every time this happens, and it's been happening more often lately...

I don't want to be the crazy one... I want it gone.

The wierd part is, is that I feel like shit, but nothing is going wrong...

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