40ozkisses

i cant take this shit anymore... my boyfriend... my parents hate him... they found out we were still together and now im kicked out. and we just broke up today.... 3years... are gone and i dont even know why. i risked everything to be wtih him. even after he cheated on me 4 fucking times.... and because i say i dont trust him to keep his promises he breaks up with me... he's the only person in this damn world i love with all my heart, and went thru so much shit to be with.... and i can cry my eyes out. and he can tell me how much he's sick of us... and the pathetic part is id still take him back... i dont know what to do anymore... i want to go to sleep and never ever wake up.... i seem to just make everyones lives worse... and im tired of being such a fuck up.... i just wish this would all end..