I'm finally beginning to feel the exhaustion from not eating or drinking enough.
It's been raining and raining really hard for about a week now. It's 7 o'clock at night, and seems dark outside because of the heavy thunderclouds.
This weekend has ultimately been about cleaning up the appartment (even though it's hard to tell) and reading "How To Make Love Like a Pornstar" Jenna Jameson's biography.
It was really good in the beginning, but after a while all the crazy stories kinda peeled off on me. Good book though!
No, still don't know how to make love like those guys...
Gotta break up with the girl "I'm with". She's really nice. A really good person, really really good looking and easy to be around... but that's all I can say about her, which is not enough. Not at all.
One good thing about the relationship is her ex. He's pretty psycho and keeps writing text-messages to her and her family about this and that. I know it doesn't sound all that great, but it is! He even got a hold of my number, and started writing me things like:"Dear loveable *insert the girl I'm with*, thanks for great passionate sex last night! It was so nice of you to come to my place after partying last night... Damn you were hung over when you left! Kisses from *insert his name*". I laughed for so long! This guy is over 30 and... well, I just like his little mind-games (of a kindergarten boy).
Other than that, I feel like I should get some anger out through sex. Fuck some-one silly. I have so much energy right now (mentally) and nothing to really channel it into.
Felt the same way last night, and went out skateboarding. Learned 3 new tricks (backside nollie 180 kickflip, frontside Nollie 180 kickflip and Nollie 360 kickflip). That's pretty good for someone who skateboards 10 times a year (at the very, very most!)... also found 38 giant snails!
Love watching a snail travel from somewhere to the other!!! So slow and so... pretty! They have the best skin (at least to look at)
Went back home and still had energy left. Couldn't put it into music (somehow it turned out as an elevator easy listening song no matter what).
Anger. I don't really know where it's coming from, but it's definitely there. I'll spend part of tonight figuring out where it's coming from, and then I'll catch up with my friends who are already drinking. Don't feel like drinking yet. Have to go to school tomorrow...
My life is a little messy right know, and I like it that way. It's been pretty straight so far. Even though people say I'm experimenting and adventurous or what ever, I feel like there's more to it...
Not having that much money is fun for a while, but it's been a couple of years now. Fuck it, it's the life I chose and I'm going through with it, until another idea pops up! Plenty of ideas and lots of action following the ideas, but none as challenging as I hoped for.
Tonight I'll do something stupid I think. Positively stupid (if such a thing excists).
... and once again, the need to change something in my live gives me a lust to get tattooed and pierced.
Once more I have to withstand. Don't want to get something when I'm not in total mental control of myself.
It's been raining and raining really hard for about a week now. It's 7 o'clock at night, and seems dark outside because of the heavy thunderclouds.
This weekend has ultimately been about cleaning up the appartment (even though it's hard to tell) and reading "How To Make Love Like a Pornstar" Jenna Jameson's biography.
It was really good in the beginning, but after a while all the crazy stories kinda peeled off on me. Good book though!
No, still don't know how to make love like those guys...
Gotta break up with the girl "I'm with". She's really nice. A really good person, really really good looking and easy to be around... but that's all I can say about her, which is not enough. Not at all.
One good thing about the relationship is her ex. He's pretty psycho and keeps writing text-messages to her and her family about this and that. I know it doesn't sound all that great, but it is! He even got a hold of my number, and started writing me things like:"Dear loveable *insert the girl I'm with*, thanks for great passionate sex last night! It was so nice of you to come to my place after partying last night... Damn you were hung over when you left! Kisses from *insert his name*". I laughed for so long! This guy is over 30 and... well, I just like his little mind-games (of a kindergarten boy).
Other than that, I feel like I should get some anger out through sex. Fuck some-one silly. I have so much energy right now (mentally) and nothing to really channel it into.
Felt the same way last night, and went out skateboarding. Learned 3 new tricks (backside nollie 180 kickflip, frontside Nollie 180 kickflip and Nollie 360 kickflip). That's pretty good for someone who skateboards 10 times a year (at the very, very most!)... also found 38 giant snails!
Love watching a snail travel from somewhere to the other!!! So slow and so... pretty! They have the best skin (at least to look at)
Went back home and still had energy left. Couldn't put it into music (somehow it turned out as an elevator easy listening song no matter what).
Anger. I don't really know where it's coming from, but it's definitely there. I'll spend part of tonight figuring out where it's coming from, and then I'll catch up with my friends who are already drinking. Don't feel like drinking yet. Have to go to school tomorrow...
My life is a little messy right know, and I like it that way. It's been pretty straight so far. Even though people say I'm experimenting and adventurous or what ever, I feel like there's more to it...
Not having that much money is fun for a while, but it's been a couple of years now. Fuck it, it's the life I chose and I'm going through with it, until another idea pops up! Plenty of ideas and lots of action following the ideas, but none as challenging as I hoped for.
Tonight I'll do something stupid I think. Positively stupid (if such a thing excists).
... and once again, the need to change something in my live gives me a lust to get tattooed and pierced.
Once more I have to withstand. Don't want to get something when I'm not in total mental control of myself.
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jeg har din trje lige her. alts, jeg kan se den fra hvor jeg sidder. men jeg kan se stort set alt p mit vrelse herfra. NEWAYZZZZ, jeg tager til london p lrdag og kommer hjem onsdag. hvis du vil have dine ting inden, s kan det godt vre jeg tropper op p rust p fredag. hvad siger du til det?
kbenhavn er lidt kedelig for tiden. jeg glder mig til at komme vk lidt. jeg er klamt rastls og ukoncentreret. det sux. hber det gr med hende den navnlse.
wolla.