Friday Nov 07, 2003

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CRAPZORZ!!!

this is my last day, at least until I can find someone that is willing to let me use their credit card.

It's too bad, I think I really took this site for granted when I could actually use it. hahaha...

Oh well, I'll be back. It's true.
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isaonserei:
Paypal will withdraw $ from the bank account # you provide, its as good as a cradit card. I didn't actually check if it was an option for SG.com but it is the 00s, should be expected a site would have it accessible.
isaonserei:
did I just say Cradit?

Tuesday Nov 04, 2003

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Im getting scared!

2 days left. Im scared I might lose this bastard for good. No one I know has a credit card that isn't completely maxed out.

Im going to have to beg to my goddamn brother. hahaha
pureblu12225:
Ooop what are ya needin?

Tuesday Nov 04, 2003

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OH CRAP!

I just realized that I only have 3 days left on my suicidegirls.com subscription and that I can't even mooch off of my brothers credit card anymore because it expired. ASS!

I need to find someone with a credit card and fast!!!

Monday Nov 03, 2003

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Dearest dearest journal.

I haven't written in almost 1/2 of one year, which really isn't that strange for me. I actually completely forgot about this account all together until my oh-so-caring brother reminded me that I had forgotten to cancel the account after my 4 months that he had already paid for and that I owed him another 4 months worth of account fees.

The...
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meda:
aww, no problem.

you live near a vespa shop!? I wish.

Yeah, autumn has been especially mild here in Halifax this year, it was warm enough to run around in jeans and a tank top on october 31st, but wouldn't you know it the november first it was fuckin fridgid outside. It's all over the map here, the joke about the weather changing every fifteen minutes is true. I just keep hoping that we haven't used up all our surprise warm days, and that it won't stay like this t'il june.

I miss sex in the city, right now I am lacking in the cable department. I decided to force myself to read more books. it's not working =P

your relationship with tara sounds sweet. taping notes to the fire escape? so romantic, I love it. Good luck there.

Saturday May 31, 2003

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Update: In contrast to what I started the second latest entry with, Kati does not rule.

She broke up with me in an email. Im not hurt. I was going to break up with her that night, in person, like any caring, normal person would do.

read all about it at: www.livejournal.com/~3rdgearstarter


werd.
meda:
vespas make me crazy, I love them. Do you have one?! love (harry potter, I understand as well)
sorry that kati chick didn't work out. your nervousness is prescious.

Wednesday May 28, 2003

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I seriously have the best friends in the world.

I would be dead or dying without them.

I love you guys.

Tuesday May 27, 2003

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I don't even know anymore.


All I asked for was honesty.


Too much to ask?

probably not.
fuck.
here we go again.
rickroyal:
Honesty is usually a request that sounds better than it actually feels.

Wednesday May 21, 2003

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Kati rules.

We had a picnic on the roof of an abandoned building yesterday. It was so rad.

It's hard for me to kiss her. I get so nervous, and it takes me forever to get up the nerve to actually do it. When I do though, it is amazing. Like I said before, its like fireworks.

Bergin and I are going to move out...
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Sunday May 18, 2003

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I went to the strat last night. The only reason I really went was because Kati was going. and I am always nervous around her. and it took me quite awhile after she arrived for us to start talking.

I kept thinking that she was getting picked up by other guys. and I'm sure she was. because she is hot.

Later on, I forced her...
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Friday May 16, 2003

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She's home.

I saw her last night. I was so nervous, I almost threw up a few times.

She bought me the beat on 7" and Aha take on me on 7" also. The first time I ever met her we sung take on me together at karaoke.

I drove her home after and I kissed her.
and like the first time we ever kissed...
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Thursday May 15, 2003

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Today is the day.

I am scared.
Unreasonably scared actually.
I don't know what to do.

I almost threw up a few times at work today.
I got a postcard from her yesterday. It was good. I was glad to get something that was connected to her somehow. it made me feel like she cares. which im sure she does. but it is just nice...
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Wednesday May 14, 2003

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1 more day.

I have had the worst butterflies in my stomach all day long. It's driving me crazy.

Matt and I were talking about it today and he explained to me that i really have no reason to be scared. and that absense can do nothing but kindle the feelings that she has for me. but I'm not convinced. I'm just really scared.

I...
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