As kind of a loaner I have a hard time finding my North Star. I write and I build, but what I do most is give advice and take on other’s feelings and problems to escape my own. I’m not the first and won’t be the last to do this, however I’m pushing everything and everyone away with no outlet it really sets in that I wish I had someone that would fight for me and support me the way I support others. Again not the first and not the last to feel like that. So all who feel that way hang in there. I guess I’m going to keep searching for my North Star because I really don’t know what else to do.