Oh I'm an honest soul alright. Please don't pick me to lie for you. Except maybe if it'll save your life.
Something I get a lot from people who get to know me for a while is they always comment how 'real' I am. I don't have a 'front'. What I don't want you to know about I just don't show.
One of the frustrating things to learn is where the line is. Which line? Well...the line that defines when it's good to be true to yourself, and when it's good to allow something different and foreign in your true self. For example I hate pubbing and clubbing (which automatically removes me from 80% of the social life other people have here). Alcohol just isn't my thing, and I don't dare do anything herbal and natural because I'm far too responsible to fuck my future up here. But once in while, I don't want to be a stuffy gloomy gus, so I let go. It's OK sometimes...most times it sucks. I don't get anything out of it. I just know I'm different and out for something else.
Something I get a lot from people who get to know me for a while is they always comment how 'real' I am. I don't have a 'front'. What I don't want you to know about I just don't show.
One of the frustrating things to learn is where the line is. Which line? Well...the line that defines when it's good to be true to yourself, and when it's good to allow something different and foreign in your true self. For example I hate pubbing and clubbing (which automatically removes me from 80% of the social life other people have here). Alcohol just isn't my thing, and I don't dare do anything herbal and natural because I'm far too responsible to fuck my future up here. But once in while, I don't want to be a stuffy gloomy gus, so I let go. It's OK sometimes...most times it sucks. I don't get anything out of it. I just know I'm different and out for something else.
Man...did that make ANY sense?