ok, im being fucking broken.the one person who i thought gave a fuck. Angela someone who i thought was so perfect. is scrambling my brain. after her being my best friend for over 2 years. i told her i loved her. as a friend, even though i would love to have a relationship with her. i wouldnt want to ruin what we already have. anyways. i decided. ok. this woman saved my life. she is the best friend i could ever ask for. im going to see her no matter what it takes. i plan a trip 3000 miles to bc for a week. just to see her. and now shes ignoring me. brushing me off for no reason. so now i feel i have fucking no one. for someone with very lttle to be happy about. i now have less. i should just stop acting happy for everyone else. maybe then ill start to find some happieness for myself.
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drphil:
i don't know lol..are you just showing your car or are you doing it in a group? i would give you a few bucks of course for the space. and i would need the weekend pass. if that could be possible i would be happier than a raccoon in a garbage bin haha
drphil:
than i'm in. I'll set up by your car. 