im going to see her today, im probally going to ruin everything by doing this but there are plenty of things i need to know about, and stuff i needed to get straightend out. on a better note i got some new equipemtn and once i get my camera wire found im gonna take some pics of me and my pretty gear and how cute we are together
other then that im really fucked up still
other then that im really fucked up still
40ozkisses:
I know how you feel about the seeing her with someone else. I remember when Robby (the guy I dated for 2 yrs) first cheated on me and I found out. I was so mad. Mad that he could actually go out and do something with somebody else. Let alone spend time with her for fun and emotionally. I found out he was lying and got so mad and yelled at him. He got mad back told me it was my fault and slammed my head against a brick wall. And then I begged him to stay with me, because he had asked me to marry him a month earlier. But it's really funny, because once I found someone else. I was fine. I didn't even think of him. I realized i was just scared of being alone, and scared of him loving someone else. I found out i could care and love someone else as much or more then him and it wasnt as scary anymore. That's my experience though. And i don't mind you tellin me what your going through. you need to. you cant keep it all in. thats the worst thing to do. 