Ok, yesterday when I talked about the "passion" being gone from my current relationship, I was wrong in two ways.
1)When I said passion I meant something more along the lines of the absolute bliss and amazement I was feeling when I was with Tanya. And how I wanted to spend all the time in the world with her. And for some reason I thought that had died down a little bit.
2)Last night as I was driving her home I reakized that I was more in love with this girl than ever. The way she looked at me when she told me to look into her eyes. The way she held me. The way she kissed me. The way she spoke to me and told me she was really going to miss me when she went away to school.............. It was an incredible night. I am 100% in love with her. And after last night, I know that she at the very least has some strong feelings for me. Im still neglecting to tell her how I completely feel about her just in case she doesnt want this to get too serious too fast. Which this definitely has(on her part and especially on my part). So Im just going to ride it out for a while and let this incredible thing unfold whichever way it seems to go. And fortunately it seems to be going in about the best direction possible. Shes gone to her college orientation til saturday afternoon, so Ill have to wait to see that beautiful young lady when I get out of work Sat. nite at the soonest. So I apologize if I get miserable over the next couple days without her. I know i sound like a completly blind lovestruck fool, but feeding off my emotions is the way I live so, I hope I dont sound like too big of a dueche or get too annoying. Hopefully this thing continues on the path its on now.
Anyhow for those of you not interested in hearing about the same thing every day: I purchased a digital camera!
The expesive twenty dollar kind at walmart. It sucks really bad, but now I should be able to put some subpar pics up. Another downfall of that peice of crap is that it only works when plugged into the computer, so its basically a low grade web cam.
Just tested the camera and........HOLY SHIT it worked(poorly). You can now check out some spics of me and see how stupid I currently look. Feel free to tell me I look like a tool.
1)When I said passion I meant something more along the lines of the absolute bliss and amazement I was feeling when I was with Tanya. And how I wanted to spend all the time in the world with her. And for some reason I thought that had died down a little bit.
2)Last night as I was driving her home I reakized that I was more in love with this girl than ever. The way she looked at me when she told me to look into her eyes. The way she held me. The way she kissed me. The way she spoke to me and told me she was really going to miss me when she went away to school.............. It was an incredible night. I am 100% in love with her. And after last night, I know that she at the very least has some strong feelings for me. Im still neglecting to tell her how I completely feel about her just in case she doesnt want this to get too serious too fast. Which this definitely has(on her part and especially on my part). So Im just going to ride it out for a while and let this incredible thing unfold whichever way it seems to go. And fortunately it seems to be going in about the best direction possible. Shes gone to her college orientation til saturday afternoon, so Ill have to wait to see that beautiful young lady when I get out of work Sat. nite at the soonest. So I apologize if I get miserable over the next couple days without her. I know i sound like a completly blind lovestruck fool, but feeding off my emotions is the way I live so, I hope I dont sound like too big of a dueche or get too annoying. Hopefully this thing continues on the path its on now.
Anyhow for those of you not interested in hearing about the same thing every day: I purchased a digital camera!
The expesive twenty dollar kind at walmart. It sucks really bad, but now I should be able to put some subpar pics up. Another downfall of that peice of crap is that it only works when plugged into the computer, so its basically a low grade web cam.
Just tested the camera and........HOLY SHIT it worked(poorly). You can now check out some spics of me and see how stupid I currently look. Feel free to tell me I look like a tool.
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i'm glad to hear things are going good with you and the girl. that's sweet
i have decided i am too cynical and bitter to comment on your entry today. i sincerely hope this plays out good for you man...
alright, i gotta get back to work.