Today was a nice day of solitude. I paid rent, I walked around, thought about being absolutly broke, and still had catherine in the back of my mind. Catherine is a friend I made a long time ago but as of a 3 or 4 months has since stopped talking to me and I don't know why. But anyhow I went to sfmoma, walked around and wondered about my future. I love talking to girls, today I didn't feel like talking to anyone.
I guess I am fortunate that I am alone now. Why are men always alone and women are not, hmmmm....
But I really want my flask back from Brandee. I want to be finally free.

sadie:
i have the day off!