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i am listening to itunes from my imac thru my ipal ...tuesdays ending, i guess but i am haveing fun...it's an i sort of world....


thx suicide pals~ for your emails..you know who you r ....you r all beautiful..


gonna look for a motorcycle online now...to go w/my new boots...cya...xo


me

tell me why
i don't like mondays....


actually the day was good but i'm exhausted..teaching can take it out of you...

need to hit the lotto.

wow...i'm digging my new sg friends..only prob is i don't know them well...well enought to call them friends..i guess we are all friends here anyway...in one manner of speaking or another. thanks all for being friends. in the real...
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yes. i'm back. i don't feel like leaving sg..beautiful soul lily replied to me...abbie honored me with friendship and some guy i have no idea who he is asked to be my friend (randomly?)...thanks you sg people for saving my life today....

i feel reaffirmed.


later,
me

suicide girls are so interesting ...the more journals i read, the more lives i look at, the harder it is to say farewell. a lot of people here are suffering in different ways. that makes me sad. but most are overcoming their pain in their own ways-facing it, writing about it-and dealing. that is inspiring...am i dealing with my own pain?
sometimes i feel like...
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ok....i'll update. tgif. enuff said?
yeah , but maybe i'll blab a little more.

i don't really know how long i can last on sg...don't know if i am a good fit. i llove sg ...but being married and with an eigth grader , i am quite commited to my domestic existence...>sigh< i have a good life...but i also have a potentially fatal attraction to...
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cold seems to be dying. good. it was it or me.
i even went swimming tonight.

i hate it when fucked up things happen to good people.
i always want to help but feel so helpless...



evrybody knows that the war is over
everybody knows that the good guys lost
l.c

that may seem a bit random. but that how i feel.cya.

trying to beat this cold. yuck.laying low vegging...lounging...reading...putering...footballing....sging...whatever....

im done with my class. got an a. cool. i'll take it.

snow tommorrow?

how can i get rich?

i could get used to kicking back.

bye.me

today was awesome. one of my kids (students in my high school photo 1 class) won a gold key award in the state scholastic art and writing awards. it made my day.....and i got a commen in my sg journal from my friend, that's cool too...anyway the little things keep you going sometimes. bye everyone or noone, depending on who is reading this. me

today was awesome. one of my kids (students in my high school photo 1 class) won a gold key award in the state scholastic art and writing awards. it made my day.....and i got a commen in my sg journal from my friend, that's cool too...anyway the little things keep you going sometimes. bye everyone or noone, depending on who is reading this. me

ok..cool..finished my friggen class assignments...(3 week online course for my job, moves me up in salary)..took a nap...checked email, stocks, suicide girls. feel relief that a friend is ok...basically...wife is out son is playing video games....i'm bored....my favorite show is on tonight...project runway...(iteach fashion design along with other art courses) ...life moves forward..do i? do i try enough? do i try too hard? i don't...
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