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suicide girls are so interesting ...the more journals i read, the more lives i look at, the harder it is to say farewell. a lot of people here are suffering in different ways. that makes me sad. but most are overcoming their pain in their own ways-facing it, writing about it-and dealing. that is inspiring...am i dealing with my own pain?
sometimes i feel like i just do my best to avoid pain..emotional pain...i don't think i am as brave as the suicide girls...i think i am in a decade long mid-life crisis.

no fun
my babe
no fun
no fun to hang around
feeling that same old way
no fun to hang around
freak out
for another day...

~iggy

.....whatever.

later.
me