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You know what I loathe about personal ads? That it feels very much like I'm handpicking the people who will reject me. atleast, that what it seems like when in the off and on eons I've done it, so few have ever replied and how even fewer I've actually met or talked to. and obviously nothing has worked out since then.

I dunno,I haven't loved a ton in my life, but enogh to know,I don't like gettign bounced around, because i'm not very good at taking it. I'm too much of a weak link..I crumble under that sort of situation.

I cling to hope however, tenuously anyway. Oneof my best friends keeps saing when you least care for it will probably come rollign in..but when is that? try not to care..I don't think I can let go.