Two critiques tomorrow and I want to do anything but paint.
I tried going down to the shore by myself (as if I need more ME time..
) only to find it overcast, twenty degrees colder and windy as hell. The surf was nice to watch, although I could really feel the salt spray in the wind. Not ina good way either, t'was GRosss..
Atleast...
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I tried going down to the shore by myself (as if I need more ME time..
) only to find it overcast, twenty degrees colder and windy as hell. The surf was nice to watch, although I could really feel the salt spray in the wind. Not ina good way either, t'was GRosss..
Atleast...
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niobe:
I love your hair!!!!! 
One of us smells like a tart's handkerchief.
...Oh, I guess it's me. Sorry about that 'ole boy.
...Oh, I guess it's me. Sorry about that 'ole boy.
mercie:
If I'm doing shit just to do it, if I'm moving through life just to move, someone shoot me now. I want reasons goddammit. I have my own sometimes, but as you can see in my journal, I just can't make sense of it all or find reasons for it all, especially the shitty things in my life.
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But why do you have to figure out everything? Does it groudn you, make you fgeel better? Do you feel like you are exuding some sort of control over things?
Does winter get longer every year?
Thanks to recent bouts of warmth, oif you can call 50 degree weather warm, the snow is all but gone. The salt isn't, which I am reminded of not soon after pulling away from the car wash, only to notice after a quick drive..even if it's a close as going home gets new crap on the car.
And alas,...
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Thanks to recent bouts of warmth, oif you can call 50 degree weather warm, the snow is all but gone. The salt isn't, which I am reminded of not soon after pulling away from the car wash, only to notice after a quick drive..even if it's a close as going home gets new crap on the car.
And alas,...
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mercie:
Self-loathing afflicts those who are seen as 'pretty' as well. It doesn't exempt me.
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Well it is narsicistic.
I think I've lost my mind. Well maybe.
I decided to go back to school. Ok ay well I sort of did.. I guess two art classes..even for an artists doesn't amount to much. But to me it's diving in.. Honest, I haven't made a damn thing for months, and not a single serious piece in atleast two years.
And it's nuts! The place is...
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I decided to go back to school. Ok ay well I sort of did.. I guess two art classes..even for an artists doesn't amount to much. But to me it's diving in.. Honest, I haven't made a damn thing for months, and not a single serious piece in atleast two years.
And it's nuts! The place is...
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You almost die, then life sucks.
Atleast that's how it feels.
Long time, no see huh...as if anyone reads this...anyway, my absence has been..tah dah, medical. It seemed I had appendicitis in the bad bad way just over two weeks ago.
That's is bad enough in itself, except that in my case my appendix had swollen to abpout softball size, and neat tucked it self...
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Atleast that's how it feels.
Long time, no see huh...as if anyone reads this...anyway, my absence has been..tah dah, medical. It seemed I had appendicitis in the bad bad way just over two weeks ago.
That's is bad enough in itself, except that in my case my appendix had swollen to abpout softball size, and neat tucked it self...
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jezika:
the worse part of all was probably when you went to the ER for pain and ended up going to CAT scan for an abdomen CT where we shove a nice lil thing we a call a tip up yer ole bum. yea, thats what i do for a living. im the bearer of more than just bad news (when we find the appy) i come bearing gifts of KY jelly and coldness. 
Another work week ALMOST pegged. My hopes for gettign even one day of just actyually doing what's basically expected and non of this above and beyond crap is, well, it didn't work out.
But I'm back on the mail route I belong, my "home". People are nicer, the drive is more scenic and I'm closer to the water (it's a "fish " thing, serious.)
I...
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But I'm back on the mail route I belong, my "home". People are nicer, the drive is more scenic and I'm closer to the water (it's a "fish " thing, serious.)
I...
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Well, vacation was nice, sort of. The Outer Banks is beautifuk, although it's an excruciating drive and there is little else to do than relax. Whihc of courtse was fine with me, invitecd along, DID NOT have to pay rent (just food).
But of course, when the house guests swelled from 8 to 11, then 15?! Well, that wasn't so much fun. Nor were the...
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But of course, when the house guests swelled from 8 to 11, then 15?! Well, that wasn't so much fun. Nor were the...
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PS, typing sducks when you your burn runs into the side of the arms..YEeouch.
I have to move back out sooneer or later. I cannot stand ther parental hierachy's desire to have it's way with me, and still treat me on late teen's/early college terms. Ugh,I feel like I have to be bottled in because I can do anythign that could potentially offend them. And on top of it, I have no real refuge. Single, I have no one...
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I need to type more. Not that nay of you care...
Anyway, my day at the beach. Okay, half-day. It wasn't an excellent one, traffic sucked coming and going, whihc was surprising since I didn't even take the same way there as I did to go home. Mayeb it was because ti was daytime, but it astounded me that the neat one-of-a-kind shops and attractions...
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Anyway, my day at the beach. Okay, half-day. It wasn't an excellent one, traffic sucked coming and going, whihc was surprising since I didn't even take the same way there as I did to go home. Mayeb it was because ti was daytime, but it astounded me that the neat one-of-a-kind shops and attractions...
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Nothing like spending real money on yourself once in a while.
Espeically when when you end up spending more than you made in a paycheck at your old job.
Espeically when when you end up spending more than you made in a paycheck at your old job.
I think I shall take a shower in th e rain..