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i'm getting a new guitar!!!!!!!!!!!!

(sorry that doesn't thrill all of you, but c'mon and join me in my splendor, please?)

it's a fender telecaster (for those who don't know, it's that guitar that bruce springsteen always plays, and if it's good enough for the boss......) and it's a lovely shade of purple with a fake mother-of-pearl pickguard. it plays like a fucking dream.

it's...
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brokenalice:
That would be cool, cept I'm leaving at like 4 in the morning to fly to california...

how bout when I return?
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i love my dirty little city.
from the crumpled brick alleys to the ever changing crew of street crazies, i feel a bond with saint petersburg.
maybe it's because kerouac died here.
maybe his soul has invaded mine (i have been drinking a lot of scotch lately).
every night before i go to sleep, i partake in some herbal refreshments and go stand on my...
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hazardstar2:
...it was just what came out when i sat down to type my journal entry...i like what you wrote too...good feel to it...
brokenalice:
I thought I was the only one who liked st pete...

so when are we gonna hang out?
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i've decided to give up watching t.v.
it tells me what to think, and i don't like that.
i'm challenging you to do the same.
you're too smart for it.
throw it out the window.
go ahead.

i dare you.

"have you ever seen the things that go on outside?"
piebald, "just a simple plan"

cheers kids.
brokenalice:
I couldn't go without my Discovery Channel...
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i'm having those thoughts again.
it must be the winter.
those "who are my real parents" thoughts.
the cold always provokes them.
don't get me wrong, life could be a lot worse. i mean, i was adopted at birth, have two wonderful parents (and rest of family), and no real emotional scars attatched. so why care that my birth parents are still floating about in...
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hazardstar2:
not only did you get cool points, you got the metal sign before i even saw the cool points comment. hell yeah...
hazardstar2:
...done, and done...
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yeah, that's me in front of the fridge.

fucking original, eh?

"don't worry now because it's under control....."
hot hot heat, "bandages"
hazardstar2:
...what you wrote on brokenalice's journal was so wonderfully amazing...
brokenalice:
That a boy....

keep it up wink
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i'm too inebreiated to make sense right now, so this is all you get today, kids.

"where's your anger?
where's your fucking rage?
watered down senses lost....."
boysetsfire, "after the eulogy"

cheers kids!
brokenalice:
I could probably debate with you more on the subject, but I really know nothing about that genre. But I can agree that all of it can easily fit underneath the title of rock and roll...

Yeah you slacker I was waiting for DAYS for that reply wink
Actually I was getting kind of annoyed cause not that many people were posting on mine... c'est la vie.
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i'm not emo.
i'm not metal.
i'm not goth.
i'm not grindcore.
i'm not a raver.
i'm not pop.
i'm not old wave.
i'm not anything.

i'm james.

who are you?

"i'm just a square going nowhere."
descendents, "i'm not a punk"
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linz:
YES! god! its SO beautiful!!!! hummina hummina!
brokenalice:
am I ever gonna get a reply wink
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i've decided on greatness. i won't stand for anything less than pure genius. i will not accept normalcy. i will pursue life with unmatched fervor and ferocity. i will endanger myself often, with little regard for my well being. i will say no often. take this manifest. now, swallow.

"keep your eyes open."
fugazi, "kyeo"
linz:
sniff, i was listening to that smiths song today. it always makes me sad.
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opiates are so good, and yet so bad. last night i indulged in a pinio grigio and percocet cocktail and got fuzzy until three in the morn with my idiot friends. we had a blast. my friend justin (go to his bands website: http://geocities.com/wehaveagents ) invited me to his first annual "dead celebrity dance party" which should be the event of the year. (any of...
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brokenalice:
I have no idea who I'd be...
linz:
come on, that's too easy..it's "the blue nun" by the beasties..

i love rival schools..my favorite song is "undercover's on"
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i'm quickly losing what little confidence i had in the human race. last night when i was leaving my job, i heard two inebriated jackasses picking on an unidentified victim. as i walked closer (my car was parked that way), i noticed that the victim was one of the many homeless people in our city. the drunks had commandeered his backpack and were playing a...
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kaidon81:
Yes, I'm sorry to tell you that the weekend was over at 12:00am Monday. wink *lol*
linz:
fuck that! that shit pisses me off so bad! meatheads should be castrated.
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wow.

no physical ailments today, nor mental ones for that matter. band's going good, we've got five songs in the can already. everything's going well.

how cool is life if there's nothing to bitch about?

"i think it's kind of funny, i think it's kind of sad, the dreams i have of dying are the best i've ever had."
tears for fears, "mad world"

cheers,...
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brokenalice:
I hate John Cusak :-P
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had an anxiety attack last night. first one in a while, but pretty severe. i don't mean to sound egotistical, but i'm too smart for my own good. all my attacks start with the same train of thought: i start thinking about death. you know, questions like "what's the point of living if we're all going to die anyway?" or "has my life been validated...
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brokenalice:
I feel the same way consistently. I feel that I have a better understanding of the world than most people my age, or even out of the entire American populace. I believe I question things which most people disregard or aren't even conscious of, but its really pointless. It causes additional stress than what life hands to me neatly.
Panic attacks are completely in your mind; I used to get them. Every so often lately I feel I'm riding on the crest of a wave just waiting to collapse into a state of anxiety. Deep breathes will cure most obtrusive mental states. My pain used to be in my tummy though. All of the nerves in my body would decide to clench like the pussy of a virgin. I even went to the emergency room once...
It is a very interesting affliction though.