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Whose plans for the near future include having part of their aorta replaced? Mine do.

I'll probably be leaving the site pretty soon. I'll be recovering from surgery and unable to work, and thus unable to pay the SG bill. It's a pity, I've been a member for a year now. Hopefully I'll be back.

Cat Scans fucking suck.

I demand presents.

"...but I hate you all
and that's for free
and that's what
makes it easy for me..."


I'm so goddamn tired.

"The days when you were hopelessly poor... I just liked you more."

"Precise Fool"

Persistance of each fine-cut phrase
can't burn starker than longing
I mourn our memory's
still clear containment of every
slipshod word that served
to efface our
understanding

forming our

bewildered

bereaved

distance

"See, Ive already gone places.
I just want to stay where I am."

"Each Keepsake Forsaken"


by ceasing to make the deliberate
action of sentimentality I open
myself wide to experience.
Nostalgia smothered me blind deaf
and mute but now I'm
leaving my poetry in the street
abandoning my keepsakes
to look forward free as new
love appears and replaces.

"as yet, everlasting"

it is not now nor forever
my ragtime heart beats soft
(in time to this time
experiencing perfect days lying
silent perfection)
the weight of our un
spoken understanding
covers and comforts my
weary
wrecked self

thankfully i am harmony
and partial essential of
current identity you so
stunningly possess.

(weight down slowly drifting
sleep
of restful peace in
the warmth of...
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One of my cats is limping. I hope it's nothing serious and that he'll be better soon. I'd hate to subject him to the vet again. I took him in two weeks ago for shots and he went completely insane. Bit the fuck out of my hand, made horrible, awful noises and wouldn't calm down for anything. At first he got upset when they took...
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