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"...but I hate you all
and that's for free
and that's what
makes it easy for me..."


I'm so goddamn tired.
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"The days when you were hopelessly poor... I just liked you more."
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"Precise Fool"

Persistance of each fine-cut phrase
can't burn starker than longing
I mourn our memory's
still clear containment of every
slipshod word that served
to efface our
understanding

forming our

bewildered

bereaved

distance
hatefulerin:
you recognize seanbaby but not me?
i see how it is.... wink
hatefulerin:
i'm just fucking with you.
i don't even live in portland, so if i end up at your theatre again i'll most likely be with seanbaby again.
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"Each Keepsake Forsaken"


by ceasing to make the deliberate
action of sentimentality I open
myself wide to experience.
Nostalgia smothered me blind deaf
and mute but now I'm
leaving my poetry in the street
abandoning my keepsakes
to look forward free as new
love appears and replaces.
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"as yet, everlasting"

it is not now nor forever
my ragtime heart beats soft
(in time to this time
experiencing perfect days lying
silent perfection)
the weight of our un
spoken understanding
covers and comforts my
weary
wrecked self

thankfully i am harmony
and partial essential of
current identity you so
stunningly possess.

(weight down slowly drifting
sleep
of restful peace in
the warmth of...
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morgan:
Yeah, I always thought celina, who started bust's discussion area was very obviously pro-porn...it was funny when SG had a banner ad on the site and some of the anti-porn bustie's acted SOOOO surprised, as if it wasn't obvious where the magazine and most of the posters stood on the issue.
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One of my cats is limping. I hope it's nothing serious and that he'll be better soon. I'd hate to subject him to the vet again. I took him in two weeks ago for shots and he went completely insane. Bit the fuck out of my hand, made horrible, awful noises and wouldn't calm down for anything. At first he got upset when they took...
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The films of 2002 that I have seen so far, ranked from best to worst:

Star Wars Episode II: Attack of the Clones
Storytelling
Brotherhood of the Wolf
Sex and Lucia
The Good Girl
Signs
Insomnia
Panic Room
The Powerpuff Girls Movie
Minority Report
Road to Perdition
K-19 The Widowmaker
13 Conversations About 1 Thing
Spider-Man
The Bourne Identity
Resident Evil
Stolen Summer
Death to...
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Saw SEX AND LUCIA today, it was much better than I expected it to be. It's sex scenes are intense. They're not as graphically explicit as some recent movies like BAISE MOI or ROMANCE, but unlike those movies SEX AND LUCIA's sex scenes are used for a better purpose than nihilistic shock value. They're just honest, and convey some of the most important character interaction.
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God, i've got to clean the kitchen. Monkey hate clean.

Today's music:
Sleater-Kinney "Dig Me Out"
Make Up "Destination:Love Live at Cold Rice"
Cat Stevens "Mona Bone Jakon"

Thems three brilliant albums right there.