hi.
not too much going on. my back is fucked up again, which means i have a bum leg.
i realized i am indeed aromantic last month (pretty much, the way acedad explained it was "if you have felt negative towards something your whole life, it's not for you", and I have been romance averse my whole life. . .so yeah). my life has been a lie . . . .but I keep having to remind myself I didn't know back then and I had bought into what I saw sold by Disney and all the garbage i heard on the radio before I found the music I actually like. I guess it explains why I thought I wanted a certain kind of attention from a certain kind of girl (I bet she's tried out for this place and been rejected) and then when I got that attention I DIDN"T FUCKING LIKE IT . . . .
it's rough
my band did some demos and we're recording officially next months starting with drum tracks.
I'm making a mumblr post (people are back on there again) about the best records of 2023 and I'll link when it's done.
