vice

Gorgeous!!

I don't know you at all, but I randomly came across your current blog post, which led me to this post, and I want to comment. I haven't read any of the other comments (kind of felt too personal) so I hope this hasn't been said 107 other times. Just remember that YOU are what's most important. Always, constantly and forever. How you feel and think about YOU is all that matters. If you want to archive, do it. You wouldn't be any less cool for doing so. How the ex feels about you really doesn't matter WHEN you find your own inner joy. Whatever brings the calm and happy, be it the smallest five second blip of a smile kind of happiness, or hours of perfect peaceful bliss, wrap you arms around it and hold it for YOURSELF. Doesn't matter what it does for anybody else. Just you. And no, it's not selfish. It's life. It's YOUR life. And you deserve to be happy and healthy just as much as the next person.

No, you are not nuts. You're just like rest of us. We're all crazy, in a crazy world. Always look out for number 1, and that's you. No-one can make you happy except you, and it seems like he didn't deserve you. Come see me in Aus. and i'll treat you right.

Your two most recent sets have been great! Glad you've been doing well!

Hey girl! Couldn't help noticing you went blonde! It's lovely. If you want it white: always wash with silver shampoo!!! I find Nexxus had the best!

OMG! YOU LIKE THE LAST UNICORN!?!

Everyone's always making fun of me when I tell them about it and how it was my favorite movie for a long time when I was younger

"I wish I didn't feel sometimes."

All of us artist know that the bounce back is always higher and better than the previous bounce back. Hang in there, deep down inside you know it's worth it. Sometimes I wish I didn't feel too, I understand. I've got a lot of experience with this and am really starting to understand it. But understanding it requires a lot of self analysis, which can be painful in itself. But remember, the bounce back is always worth it.

Mark's a goof. Say Hi to him from Angela.

When you acknowledge what the hell is wrong with you it's a lot easier to fix, but it's less pleasant because you have more on your plate. In my opinion, you've already gotten over the hard part regarding your emotional issues, minus new mistakes. Good luck!

Vice, I think you may very well be right about going to the source first. I have a friend with similar (parental) abandonment issues and what I noticed she subconsciously does as a tactic is start to arguing with people when she feels them starting to distance themselves from her. Many people tend to argue back, which is creating the illusion that they are "there" and not gone. True, they are "there" but not in positive form. I have more to say about this but I'd prefer to do it in private message, I don't want to overstep boundaries in this topic of conversation, in public. Say hey if you'd like to talk more about it.

Glad things are going so well , You deserve it !

Chucka, chucka, chucka, Chuck Norris.... good god his skin is so porous.....!

Steven Waters??? Wow.