hello my dears. i'm missing you and apologize for not being around much to check in on your lives. this is a big transition time for me, and i'm definitely still in the middle of it. also, what with the disaster in louisiana and famine and drought in africa, my emotional energy has been redirected towards those in need. i'm sure you all can relate...i...
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starkie:
I am paying attention and my house could use a good once over!
davel:
yes we're still on for tomorrow!
we've got cats, so i'm not sure what we could do with fuzznuts. he could hang out in my backyard, but he'd be all by himself.
we've got cats, so i'm not sure what we could do with fuzznuts. he could hang out in my backyard, but he'd be all by himself.
ok i'm back...my 'puter was broken. but fortunately, my housemate tymm is a GEEEEEnius, and now it be fixed.
my brain is currently being squeezed by the sheer reality of going to grad school (orientation was today, classes start in a week). or rather, the sheer reality of entering a program that i feel iffy about, at best, and knowing that if i follow through,...
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my brain is currently being squeezed by the sheer reality of going to grad school (orientation was today, classes start in a week). or rather, the sheer reality of entering a program that i feel iffy about, at best, and knowing that if i follow through,...
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nofi:
i really think that whatever you do, you are going to do great. i know i don't know you well, but i am pretty close to someone who knows you and from what i hear and from what i gather from reading your journal and corresponding with you...you have an amazing soul, you're a good person and you have alot of talents and things to offer the world. everyone is afraid. but what if we only live once? i truly believe everyone should follow their heart in everything they do.
whatever you do will be the right thing. it has to be.
whatever you do will be the right thing. it has to be.
seewhy:
so I just read this while sitting at my photo studio where I have this grand dream of making a living as an artist. um. can I get a fund too? but really, best of luck with the grad school option.
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zenasskickin:
Hope all is well with you...
have a good weekend
have a good weekend
llamapuppet:
Hokay, I will stand just over here.
day 147
dear diary,
today i awoke to yet ANOTHER sunless, foggy, shittyass san fran summer day. a girl can only take so much. i am grabbing my binoculars, some snacks, the fuzznuts, and a length of rope, and heading east. i'm going to climb to the top of mt. diablo, and i intend to lasso the sun, and bring it back with me.
while...
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dear diary,
today i awoke to yet ANOTHER sunless, foggy, shittyass san fran summer day. a girl can only take so much. i am grabbing my binoculars, some snacks, the fuzznuts, and a length of rope, and heading east. i'm going to climb to the top of mt. diablo, and i intend to lasso the sun, and bring it back with me.
while...
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les:
i'm going to bookmark those and watch them in a couple weeks time when i've moved to a home with cable.
i'm looking at AE comment and
ing because i came here to ask you if you had seen march of the penguins and what you thought of it.
the suns not yellow it's CHICKEN!
i'm looking at AE comment and
ing because i came here to ask you if you had seen march of the penguins and what you thought of it.
the suns not yellow it's CHICKEN!
oa55:
ok... that was a little disturbing on multiple levels
alright, ok, that's enough of that now.
must. find. sun. must. be. warm. must. find. out. howthefuckit'smid-augustalreadyandi'mstillbackonthe5thofjuly. gah! fall is approaching! the next sunny delicious day we have in SF (if we ever see the sun again), you may just be awakened by shrill shrieking, as i stand on our rooftop welcoming the rays, and then streak naked through the city, sopping up every last...
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must. find. sun. must. be. warm. must. find. out. howthefuckit'smid-augustalreadyandi'mstillbackonthe5thofjuly. gah! fall is approaching! the next sunny delicious day we have in SF (if we ever see the sun again), you may just be awakened by shrill shrieking, as i stand on our rooftop welcoming the rays, and then streak naked through the city, sopping up every last...
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frankjohnson:
The best thing I've done this summer was to buy myself a kayak and go out and play on the bay up here. I haven't done it nearly enough as free time has become too scarce, but hopefully I shall be out again soon. As to company, sure, providing you felt like driving up to the Canadian border and hanging a left just before crossing just to play in the water.
melli:
The best thing I've done this summer is enroll my niece into the summer camp near my job. She loves the camp and since its so close I often pick her up after school where we walk hand in hand while she tells me about her day. Then we go home and I show her how to cook dinner while she chats about whatever pops in her mind. There is nothing better than children and family
i want that option of calling "do over", like we're playing four square, or tetherball.
when i was 5 or 6, i had a friend that lived down the road. it's funny now...i don't even remember her name, or which of the girls in our several mile rural neighborhood she was. but she had this trick that she would use when we were playing, if...
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when i was 5 or 6, i had a friend that lived down the road. it's funny now...i don't even remember her name, or which of the girls in our several mile rural neighborhood she was. but she had this trick that she would use when we were playing, if...
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zenasskickin:
the only constant is change. you can only continue to live and hope that it's the right path for you. requesting change is like requesting forgiveness, it can only be givin not demanded.
things come around and you will continue to be your best. I'm confident in this
thinking of you
things come around and you will continue to be your best. I'm confident in this
thinking of you
funktion:
the hardest part of holding on, is letting go. 
when you think of the perfect love relationship, what do you imagine yourself experiencing?
i used to equate the kind of love i was looking for with the sensation of deep passion, connection, intensity. i thought this is what i would find, and desire, in a soulmate. like the line in a postal service song, "...waiting for a love that would look and sound...
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i used to equate the kind of love i was looking for with the sensation of deep passion, connection, intensity. i thought this is what i would find, and desire, in a soulmate. like the line in a postal service song, "...waiting for a love that would look and sound...
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dov444:
Now I saw that set, great one, looked very similar to my snake, Eris
cast:
Seriously. The one thing I picture, when I imagine a worthwhile relationship, is someone who will truly comfort me. On an elemental level, I want a friendship like the hound dogs in Where the Red Fern Grows.
so the other night, i saw another raccoon. not nearly as thick headed as i used to be, i immediately took note that i'm supposed to be learning something here. sometimes you just see animals, like the pigeons you passed, and ignored, on your way to work this morning. and then other times, the absurdity of their appearance in your life forces you to take...
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llamapuppet:
When I think of raccoons I think of purification. They dig in trash and yet they wash what they eat.
My most unusual sit was doing outside meditation at night with bats flying by my nose.
you get "The Hidden Messages in Water "
[Edited on Jul 31, 2005 6:04PM]
My most unusual sit was doing outside meditation at night with bats flying by my nose.
you get "The Hidden Messages in Water "
[Edited on Jul 31, 2005 6:04PM]
bombshellbetty:
I lost my purse over the weekend, and it had your phone number in it, among other things. So call me or message me and send it my way.
groggy and fuzzy headed, my dreams were penetrated by the oddest bird songs this morning. weaving themselves into my dreams as visions of parrots, blue footed boobies, or the extinct dodo, it was a good half hour before i really started to register the sounds. insistent trills, made by at least two birds, now soft, now loud and angry. hmmm..fighting parrots? as the dream state...
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oa55:
i wanted to stop by and tell ya to have a great weekend...
and keep your fingers crossed for me, i'm going out with one of the cousins tonight...
and keep your fingers crossed for me, i'm going out with one of the cousins tonight...
May I ask if my pic was in the Chron, too? I was interviewed for the article, but since he said it was coming out on Thurs., I didn't buy one on Wed.