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I'm sad.. but I'm sick of crying.

I'll be ok eventually.

Thanks again for all your kind words and support. I'm really sorry that I've been so emotional and depressing.

I'm not ok. I'm really not.

I don't want to cry anymore.

We broke up today.

I'm absolutely heart broken. My insides churn, and hurt like nothing I've ever felt.

I don't want to go through this.

I don't think I've ever been so upset in my life.

My heart is breaking today for a certain lady going through a very tough time. My thoughts and love are with her.

I decided to start reading a book. It keeps me from laying in bed, thinking awful, and potentially irrational things, then ultimately crying myself to sleep.

I've lost confidence, and trust. I thought I was growing up, and that this time would be different.

Now I find myself in a delusional state, preparing myself for the worst.

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