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So.. my mind has been pretty consumed as of late. With both good and bad.

I need to figure out who to push away. Some people aren't good for me...
I need to get rid of them.

I don't like this nagging feeling I've been having. I'm going to get rid of it...

Drama, drama, drama, drama.... I swear to god, why is it that the people that go the most out of their way to stay AWAY from drama, seem to get the shit end of the stick?

Why can't people just be fuckin honest with each other... take the fall for their own mistakes... say what the hell is on their minds, so that no one...
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A bit more poetry :-)

So many occurences,
In so little time,
It makes days drag by,
Until it's revealed there is no crime...

Misunderstanding at it's finest,
An ever present rhyme,
So again I find my wording,
Seeming to always walk the line...

What do you guys think?

Hey there SG world!

I'm baaaccckkkkk.

I've been devoid of internet for the longest time... But I've finally gotten it set up in the new place. My sister and I live together now... maybe I'll join in her Tuesday tradition :-)

Next shoot is soon! I'm so psyched... Isla and I will be shooting on the same day... I hope the weather is amazing that...
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So, here I am...

I feel as if I'm lost in myself.

Turning in circles,
I run right around,
If I look for reason,
It's n'er to be found...
It eludes me with sadness,
And consumes all my glee,
I speak only this much,
I long to be free...

Yeah. I'm in one of THOSE sorts of moods Weird how they just randomly take a...
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Fuck! I just had a badass workout at the gym... but I'm uber pissed because I feel insulted. I hate that feeling!! Why doesn't drama just stay away from me.

Get over it, get over it... repeat to self... get over it....

And so she waved, smiling like she was not breaking inside; wishing with all her heart that these meetings could be anything but the bittersweet sorrow that they had become. Once he drove away she collapsed within herself, crumpling... finding no solace in the car in which she sat. She was not aware of her surroundings at all... all she knew was the torment within...
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Some random poetry I wrote tonight:

Somedays, not a matter how hard I try,
I cannot fight this feeling, this overwhelming urge to cry..
Suddenly striking, consuming my heart,
With every breath I feel as if I'm falling apart...
Perhaps it is all contained inside of me, everyday,
Receding, reappearing, attacking in an ever different way...
I wish I could rid myself of them forever,...
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So the past couple of weeks have been up and down for sure. Some days I don't know what the hell is going on. Some days I'm so subliminally happy that I drift along in a daze, and then some random shit will happen, and BLAM, down to earth. I don't like roller coasters of emotion. The real deal? The one's made of some crazy...
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I just wanted to take the time to say thank you to EVERYONE who has given me feedback on my set... I've wanted this for a long time, and you guys have been amazing! I wish I could go and thank each individual person... but time, and my damn internet constraints work against me in that one.

This is turning out to be a great...
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