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My life isnt interesting enough to publish one blog, let alone two... Don't you hate it when you have creative ideas right before beditime but lack the energy to get up and write them down? I had that happen last night, was going to write a song/poem type of thing but didn't and now I want to kick myself because it semed like it had...
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gracie:
I hate more when I actually start a project and do something really creative then go back to continue and hate what I've done. bok

Not the best reason not to bother, but it sure does save a lot of frustration.

I had a panic attack once right before bed. I was plucking my eyebrows and started noticing all the stuff that wasn't symmetrical about my face. I scrutinized it at every angle and stared so long I was convinced I was hideous.

It took all my willpower to put the damned mirror down and go to sleep. When I woke up in the morning I was fine.

It's really crazy what you can let your mind wander into if you let it. frown
pr0ject605:
I don't think it's a bad thing that you're aware of it... but perhaps focusing on it so much could lead to a bit of an unhealthy obsession. I'd say to just keep reminding yourself that you know in your head that you aren't fat and every time you need reassured, say hi to me and I'll flatter you to no end. wink
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What is the big deal, stretching your sanity to its limits is FUN!!! sleep is a luxury, i cannot afford right now. actually, if there is nothing imminent, i may just crash, but there are a plethora of things i should be doing instead (posting on SG is not one of them, teehee)

That song I heard reminds me of the night where I just...
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summamentis:
and i have sex alot anyway....expound and explain
bailey:
havent talked to YOU in awhile....

how are you?


i remember being excited to see your first set go up...

ahh the good old days.
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posty like whoa!

still carless, appreciating the walk to school, its funny because theres a hill that i have to walk up on my street, so that way when i tell my grandchildren about the rough times i can talk about how the internet made noises (like flashback to 1999, totally) to connect and i had to walk a hill to get to school. meh,...
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desmobile:
hey! we would be happy to know more about when spring break is. we'd like to set up this party for march '05, we have to see how many people are really interested to come and then work on the details, such as renting a villa where everybody can crash. and... tu seras bienvenue en france wink
cobalt:
Paradigm shift = the continental shelf of words cracks across the faultline.

Ooop, I'm being abstract... kiss
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bleh, when it rains, it pours....no puns, i promise..

it turns out that my car is fuxored, not sure if it just needs a new battery, or a new starter, hopefully former, i have always had problems with my vehicles. guess, i have bad CARma!!! ooooh, that was terrible.

yesterday i was forced to watch the newest version of freaky friday. and i have to...
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kasha:
what you it looked for?
summamentis:
bad puns abound.....i have come to expect them from you....guess thats the Price i pay....get it PRICE get it....haha i know you do
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It's off to work I go, in about 30 mins. There's no real point in even updating. Still practicing my mad digital DJ skillz, not that I have any, hah.

Ivan's projected path looks like its going to spank Florida/Alabama area. It looks like MS will be getting spared, yay. (sucks for the rest of the people, though) Not that I live down there, but...
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khalil:
<the coast looks like its about to get skrewed, buddy...

but, lucky (i guess if you want to call it that) im in the north eastern part of MS....>

I'll let you know later if Ivan brought the ky or did a forcible entry
khalil:
<ive been keeping track of it, my family lives down there, so it is a big deal to me>

Hopefully your family are out of here, most people have been evacuated by now. The only people I know that are still here are emergency and utility personnel. They might be on their way to visit you! smile
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I do not consider myself to be very materialistic, even though I have tons of crap. What I mean is there is not much stuff that I want anymore. Chances are if I wanted it, I probably have it. That sounds really spoiled, but true. On the other hand, if I still want it, chances are it is too expensive for me to have right...
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sin:
for questions about electronic music production on a computer you can IM my boyfriend, Halley on AIM at the screen name OptimoFulOKB. you can also e-mail him at spanime@japan.com
he should be able to help you.
if he can't, you can go to nola dnb dot com i'm sure they could halp you with any questions about turntables.
if you can make it to new orleans (which would be way rad!) i'm sure you could play at Bassbin Safari. it's a free (before 10) drum and bass show. it's neat, the people are cool.

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yuriel:
im too materialistic..... but its not really so much materialistic as aesthetic and just wanting to experience everything i can and keep myself entertained/occupied..... which unfortunately requires considerably higher amounts of cash these days.
cosmetic surgery?!? eeek
uhm..... well yer already hot but if you really want confused
good luck with the dj'ing smile
hey i wont tease ya i woudlnt have the talent for that hehe
and you can definitely do that kinda thing with the right comp/setup
yeah sin's man would know all about that hehe
yeah come to new orleans tongue
greyhounds are cheap tongue *snicker*
ok so id know that firsthand haha 8 + hours on a bus one way. and im not even outta the state.
ok im rambling now ill shutup wink
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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La peur de nant (03.09.2004)

Je chois la lange du Camus et Sartre, parce que c'est la philsophie que je suis. C'est aussi mes tudes d'esprit Je suis un produit de mon environnement mais suelment par choisant. La croyance pourrait appel behaviorisme existentiel Les sentiments qu'inspirait tel prose, ce sont vraiment suicidaires. Ironiquement, la manque de rligion me garde de commettre cet acte. J'ai plus...
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berkowitz:
Hey . Um yea..<insert interesting or funny comment here> How are you? I told you I would try to post more. Are you going to see Siouxsie at the HOB? we are. maybe you can go and we can see you there? yea..um yea.
berkowitz:
Siouxsie is next sunday the 12th. and Ministry and thrill kill kult is the next night.

I will tell her what you said.
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My vice should probably be changed to procrastination.

The roommate was going to unplug me from the network so that I would actually get some work done, instead of hanging out on AIM, LJ, and SG...(those are the only things to do on the internet, as far as I am conserned)

Guess what, I am getting up at 5:45-6 (yeah right I say that all...
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26oo:
Are you done or going back in a few days?
draciav:
Nerd.

The last time I attempted to actually complete a full semester of college I had an art class at 6:45am. I kept playing video games until like 3am, so I had to quit school (again).

Lucky, when I quit and moved to California the company whose game I was playing hired me. Now I don't have to be at work until 9:45 and I can actually pay my bills.

btw - is you're hair still really short? I have a webcam pic somewhere that shows it black and cropped.
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I am bleeding and it sucks. Fortunately my cramps are not too terribly bad for the workouts have helped in that aspect. The cramps are not pleasant but a slight annoyance rather than dehabiliting (sic) pain. No radical mood swings either which kicked ass!!

Feels like I have skipped class, though the only class that I did not go to was the aerobics (only because...
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draciav:
Good stuff.
draciav:
You'd probably like the palast book =p
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Mood lifted for now....

Things are looking up even though I am flat broke, but that is normal for someone of my status, right? I got an email with a quote that talked about how happiness can be created within by mainting a positive physical envioronment. What is so amazing about that idea is that it was written in 1920, but it still holds true...
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summamentis:
are you calling me wrinkle face or are you wrinkling your face? i must know i command it
summamentis:
haHA....I WIN I am the terrorizer of sparkle.....cause thats totally your real name. which is funny that the only thing that i know of yours that sparkles is your desk....its so indeustrial. it was probably made on a FRONTLINE ASSEMBLY