no, really...i am okay
depression fits me better than anything else...so its a good thing that i wear my smile upside down. no one likes someone who is a constant bummer, but it is much easier than pretending things will work out when they never do.
luck is a funny thing, though. i almost got into some serious trouble just being generally non-thinking, but luckily...
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depression fits me better than anything else...so its a good thing that i wear my smile upside down. no one likes someone who is a constant bummer, but it is much easier than pretending things will work out when they never do.
luck is a funny thing, though. i almost got into some serious trouble just being generally non-thinking, but luckily...
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not having a window really sucks right now, haha...sometimes my idiocy astounds me...meh...as long as you have fuzzy pink sweaters it is all good...OCD can be a crazy thing, it is one thing to be bored, but to compulsively post for hours on end? that just aint right...i owe people money, i may have less fingers after this weekend. sooooooo....psychedelic trance festival in jackson, yippee...
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scut:
geez... that was the most disorganized post ever. i enjoy toe massages. What's worse than having 2 gloiters on your neck? If ever people tell me i suck, i have them listen to my impression of xpq-21's lead singer.... now THAT sucks. my cat's name is melvin. he's a singer for the new group ascii.disko. i eat pie like i eat hamburger, i put it in my mouth and 1)bite. 2)chew. 3)orgasm (comon.... in-n-out is great).
cut.rate.box: they toured with seabound. SEABOUND! daniel meier was better as Clear Vision. I have herpes. Woah! who was that?!? no kitty. that's my pot....... pie?
Who here likes all beef hot-dogs over all-everything else hot-dogs? The azoic are cool......... they paid tom shear of a23 $2,000 to remix their song progression. i really just have herpes simplex-a. MOUTH DISEASE!!!
My cat's name is not "fabulous"
I've never known anyone to be "INTO" html.
you are a nerd.
welcome.
OH SHIT!!!! theres another cat in here.
EDITED for retardedness.... spelling and tori.. and having too many hefewizenensasdf goddamn germans.
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cut.rate.box: they toured with seabound. SEABOUND! daniel meier was better as Clear Vision. I have herpes. Woah! who was that?!? no kitty. that's my pot....... pie?
Who here likes all beef hot-dogs over all-everything else hot-dogs? The azoic are cool......... they paid tom shear of a23 $2,000 to remix their song progression. i really just have herpes simplex-a. MOUTH DISEASE!!!
My cat's name is not "fabulous"
I've never known anyone to be "INTO" html.
you are a nerd.
welcome.
OH SHIT!!!! theres another cat in here.
EDITED for retardedness.... spelling and tori.. and having too many hefewizenensasdf goddamn germans.
[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 12:28AM]
[Edited on Nov 08, 2003 12:29AM]
silencenoir:
I'd go nuts without a window....really.
Mmmmm natural born stripper, eh? I wanna see that with my own eyes.
Mmmmm natural born stripper, eh? I wanna see that with my own eyes.
sometimes i can be so over-philosophical it is nauseating. what makes a person like what a person likes? what accounts for taste? is it actually something that a person likes, or do they just want to look "cool"...i mean sometimes i like the musical stuff i like thats "underground" and wonder, do i REALLY like this or has my subconcious mind gotten me so confused...
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leningrad:
you can't over-philosophize. the only reason we exist is to wonder why we exist. if you don't think about it, what's the point?
silencenoir:
So you looked like Manson, eh? Well maybe next time I'll dream of YOU, instead of him. hehe
happy halloween!!!
check me out, im bald!!!
you didnt think i was gonna do it, didya didya??? someone said that i looked like that girl off of "pitch black"...i was going more for the chick from "empire records" but yeah, i absolutely love my hair like this...its not exactly flattering or "pretty" but who cares??
what do you think of my buzzcut?
check me out, im bald!!!
you didnt think i was gonna do it, didya didya??? someone said that i looked like that girl off of "pitch black"...i was going more for the chick from "empire records" but yeah, i absolutely love my hair like this...its not exactly flattering or "pretty" but who cares??
what do you think of my buzzcut?
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dave_h:
the hair? (or lack of it) the first thing I though of is how tough you looked. like, if I was into boxing and stuff I'd wanna box you. Not in a violent way, but in a fun silly play-fighting type of way.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
humberthumbert:
way hotter than the girl from empire records. 
even without "better" things to do such as have a job, i still think sleep is way overrated. yeah, you feel somewhat better and not cranky when you get it. but its so much fun to stay awake and enjoy insanity. meep meep meep...ive gone off the chain, yall.
im offering, again, because ive gotten into a "creative" streak...i am offering cheap to free design...
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im offering, again, because ive gotten into a "creative" streak...i am offering cheap to free design...
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cobalt:
Hey -- you're up early! Awful nice of you to offer to do design work! I wish I had some work for you!! Creative streaks are the best...
sadie:
i am so cranky and i cant seem to sleep past 10 or 11 anymore i used to love to sleep all day.
this xmas, kwanza, haunikah, yule (insert other politcally correct holiday here) i am thinking about going for a "nightmare before christmas" theme...silly, dated, unnnecissary....perhaps...but i know all the stuff from halloween will be on sale at walmart and i can get the stuff for cheap cheap...it will be fun.
cure for boredom
cure for boredom
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siara:
Sounds like a good idea.. christmas is such a corporate whore holiday!! .. all the red & white is only from the marketing of Coke anyway!!
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justsayfaux:
yea, the new layout took a while to figure out. i still forget where buttons are and whatnot. i would definately take advantage of the post-halloween sales. does it seem like every year chirstmas stuff goes on sale sooner and sooner. i thought it used to go up after thanksgiving. im seeing far too many xmas-themed crap on sale already...
scooter11:
(hugs)x100
scooter11:
I'm glad things are a little better--hopefully the e,otional rollercoaster spends a little more itme on the upside this week. 
Hang in there!
Hang in there! i cant keep a job...its so sad, it is kinda funny...anyone willing to employee a marginally sexy goth chick with limited knowledge (but willing to learn) of html, barely proficient in 2 foreign languages, and also unwilling to travel/relocate?
c'mon, you cant refuse....someone HIRE ME!!! i dont ask for much, just enough to pay rent (dirt cheap, its MS) and have some ramen in the...
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c'mon, you cant refuse....someone HIRE ME!!! i dont ask for much, just enough to pay rent (dirt cheap, its MS) and have some ramen in the...
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caz:
id hire ya hun.. but i have nothin to hire you for... altho i am thinking aboout having a personal webpage again 
estrada:
Darn my inferior French, but thank you for the correction.
Learning is fun, but being broke will always suck.
Why is it that when money is around I don't see all the cool things I see when I am as broke as Christopher Reeve's neck.
Learning is fun, but being broke will always suck.
Why is it that when money is around I don't see all the cool things I see when I am as broke as Christopher Reeve's neck.
yo yo yo yo
its a week away, but im already excited about halloween, mainly because i shall be wearing thisthis and looking psycho sexy with a shaved head...and what "nurse satan" costume would be complete w/o fake blood, rubber glove and coathanger!! but it sucks cuz im gonna be working that day untill 1am (BOOOOO!!!) im still dressing up regardless...so what are your...
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its a week away, but im already excited about halloween, mainly because i shall be wearing thisthis and looking psycho sexy with a shaved head...and what "nurse satan" costume would be complete w/o fake blood, rubber glove and coathanger!! but it sucks cuz im gonna be working that day untill 1am (BOOOOO!!!) im still dressing up regardless...so what are your...
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scooter11:
I can't wait for the pictures! 
I actually have no plans as of now--I'll have to pick a party eventually.
I actually have no plans as of now--I'll have to pick a party eventually.
paulsandman:
Spending it in a hotel room
i am okay, you are okay, everything is okay...breathe in, breathe out....pause for a moment, get back to work...remember to study for that test...what about that homework i forgot to do?...must get groceries...need to get laundry...just one moment of freedom...rent is due, so are utlities...not enough money in bank...this is going to kill me...but at least it won't be me...
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estrada:
I know about copious piles of suck, as most of my college career was marked with such episodes.
I once thought about making a t-shirt that said: "All the cool boys join NAMBLA".
I once thought about making a t-shirt that said: "All the cool boys join NAMBLA".
thora:
It's not like I always walk the Buddha's middle path either...
Frontline Assembly does suck now