Well then…

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I find it really funny that when ever I’m harassed by a certain person (on Instagram, not here, thankfully), that I end up getting more attention and more followers.

Hiding behind a keyboard and a screen is cowardly and you’re just getting yourself and he who shall not be spoken of in a tangled legal mess. I’m in a much better place now and I’m...
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sid:
@cpmower831 only one is a panther, the other is a gigantic Bengal who watches live feeds of toucans on YouTube with me.
cpmower831:
Bengals are beautiful kitties.

From eric6583

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Sorry it’s so late but Happy Belated birthday! Hey it’s like you can celebrate all over again now!! Also, what was your music degree? We’re you a performance major? 

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sid:
@trebor I sang mostly rock songs. I love female fronted metal bands so I was singing a lot of Lacuna Coil. Some obscure bands like Rasputina, especially their covers. I honestly must say I don’t miss singing in front of classes where you feel everyone is better than you and you are terrified to make mistake.
trebor:
That's great, it must have been a rush to sing with a band going full tilt behind you. It's funny I actually am not familiar with Lacuna Coil but I do remember Rasputina. Did you listen to Pretty Girls Make Graves? Andrea was a powerful singer. I can sympathize with what you said about singing in front of classes (I studied classical music). Those situations always felt a little unnatural with the potential for a judgemental atmosphere. I've always felt performances should be about joy and sharing emotions with your audience. I think everyone feels a little self conscious about their own performances, I always try to encourage people to remember they sound better than they think they do. It takes a lot of courage to get up on a stage sometimes, it's great that you did that.

It’s my birthday…

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And I’m super old.

And single. Never saw that happening.


Me through the years:

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

P.S. my amazon wish list is here, if you send me a return address, I will send back a signed print. Thanks to my amazing followers for all the support during my ups and downs all these trips around the sun have taken me/us. Love you guys. You
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sid:
@cpmower831 thank you. I haven’t been on a date with anyone but my ex in 15 years and before we got divorced he pretty much stopped taking me out completely for years.
cpmower831:
That’s lame, Sid…I’m sorry.

My birthday is coming

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June 13th is my birthday as it is every year. This year it not only makes me feel so old, it also marks the 18th anniversary of my dad’s death from a brain hemorrhage during a biopsy on a mass on his brain due to him having Vascular Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome which was genetically passed onto me.

For years I’ve tried to make my birthday an...
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adam_bovary:
Sorry about all the pain that's happened in your life, especially to you. But Happy Birthday to you! I know it's just an emoji but 🎂
pirita:
cheer up!! the best for you
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Good afternoon.ni hope you are doing well. I was thinking of you earlier this week. I hadn't see a post from you in a while and wanted to check in on you. Looks like I missed a few. I hope you are doing well a be d things are smoothing out from the ex and his friends. 
sid:
I’m doing okay. Very busy with the new kitten in my home. She’s a terror, but I love her. Also my birthday is coming up, which kind of depresses me and makes me withdraw a bit this time of year.

New kitten!

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Hello lovelies!
I’ve been super busy lately! But for good reason! I got a new fur baby!


Apple remote for scale. She is so tiny. Her nose is so super adorably small. My friend Dustin (who owns The Hive Piercing shop in downtown Colorado Springs) found her for me!

I’d also like to thank @irabrai for sending me and the kitties a few gifts. Even
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wildabbeyxxx:
im in love! so adorable
khachery:
So cute

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This is your warning that you all have 30 days to get me a birthday present. Here is my Amazon wish list. June 13th is my birthday. So... yeah

Disclaimer: no one is obligated to get me a gift. If you do, please leave a return address in the notes so I can send you a thank you signed print in return!

x0x0,

☠️-Sid-☠️

May is Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome Awareness month!

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Due to EDS awareness month, I will be posting every day on my Instagram facts about my illness and what I go through on a daily basis from my own perspective.


I know that there are a few of us “zebras” here on SG, and I am happy to be an ambassador into our world and struggles.

Every day I will be posting one “causeplay”
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cooltone23:
Sich Streisand loveliness! ❤💙❤
inkedodie:
You are a light in an all too often dark world.  I know how difficult it can be to share personal stories of illnesses.  It can strip all modesty from a person.  You are brave, and beautiful.

I miss...

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I miss dancing like nobody’s watching at a damn good concert.

I miss going to movies.

I miss going out.

I miss having friends...

I miss having a life.

I miss not being lonely.

I miss my cat, Nyx who passed away in January.

I miss having a family.

I miss having passion to do things I once loved.

I miss art.

I miss beauty....
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sid:
@cpmower831 I don’t know where you’re located, but I am moving to Southern California next year.
cpmower831:
Unfortunately I’m in the Midwest haha…

I’m still here and existing

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Hello SGland!

It’s been a bit. Sorry. I’ve been battling this stomach flu thing all week. It’s definitely not the dreaded COVID. I got my first shot for that, and get my second on Friday.

I’ve been dealing with harassment from my ex/his roommate a lot lately. I haven’t even done anything to bother them except for still being alive and the fact that his
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irabrai:
Honestly wish that things would improve for you.
babel:
Of course you are not too old @sid
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