siara

how you doing honey? B xx

Ahhh damn, I missed it!?!?! FUCK ME WITH A HOT POKER!!!!

love and fucking. i keep em in two different boxes and leave it at that. i've loved hardly anyone and fucked too many someones. happiness is something i find in the moment and love is a long term goal i'm just not willing to work at cause it will comprimise my hedonistic, fist fucker of a happiness. hell now, i'm rambling.

hey just tried to email you and it didnt work, my servage email doesnt seem to be working either????????? finally have www.builttorock.biz up, am planning on some new designs shortly, and heads up as far a scheap suppliers would be very appreciated

shit happens ...

[Edited on Sep 25, 2005 3:41PM]

Come and join with Lolly/Lalanie and celebrate her new pink status 7:30pm this Weds 28th for drinks.

See friends thread for details.

sooo the only way to remain happy is to look beyond the sex and be happy with allowing the person you are with to fuck other people or fucking other people together in group situations?

The way you state this suggests to me that you are not happy with your sexual/emotional situation and have concluded that to be happy you have to allow your partner to do something you arent really comfortable with. Im not sure if that is the correct interpretation of your words but that is how they read to me.

My own experience has been that sexual intimacy helps cement a bond with another person and build a connection that exists on various levels. I think that is what most people really want. I think it would be really hard to feel the trust and confidence that makes for an emotionally satisfying and successful relationship if my partner wanted to fuck with other people. I guess it just depends on whether you can separate the biological intimacy form the emotional intimacy. I cant do that.

hey siara

how ya goin? i am back

hope the Berserk biz is goin well

you can totally get rid of your gag reflex... it just takes practice glad your store is finally set up... hope you are weel and that your foot is healing happily

i saw some of your clothes today in jolly roger. very very cool

Hey sorry to cruise past your journal, I'm just stopping by.
You're pretty beautiful and I might buy a shirt off ya but have you or thought of dyeing your hair green?

good to meet you too,brief as it was.

yeah thanks mate, I had a great time on Sat night, can't wait to do it all again soon.

thank you much for the happy birthday

I want to buy one of your skirts - yay!

Okay - I'll give you feedback from what my husband has said to me about girl-girl kissing, he says it doesn't matter because a girl is not his competition. So if I kissed a girl he doesn't worry. Boys are bad and swinging neither of us could take - we've delved into all possibilities.

Hope to see you around sometime!

Hope you have a Happy Friday the 13th!