Thank you for your sweet words about my decision to leave Scotty.
Followed your advice for wordpress and made a blog :-). I wish you nothing but the best in life and love, health and happiness to you and your husband and all the people you care about. I will never forget how kind and positive you've always been to me. Thank you for this. x
Thank you all so much for your kind words, it really means a lot.
Naturally, the loss of another pregnancy is heartbreaking, but I realise now, it really was a blessing in disguise.
The miscarriage has forced me to take a step back, for the first time in over 9 months and we are currently taking a much needed break for a couple... Read More
I'm hanging in there, just. A huge part of me just wants to fall into a heap and surrender. I just looked back over your last few journal entries. I'm so sorry that happened to you again. What the fuck is it with this year? You seem to be dealing with everything well and are staying positive. Good on you. Here's to the second half of the year being better.
I've been away for a bit and I just read back to catch up... I don't have any words really but I want you to know that you were always one of my favorite people on here and always such a lovely soul to talk to. I know it's difficult and it hurts so much but you will find happiness and you guys will get there. Don't give up hope K, as long as you have it you'll find a way. You deserve to.
I'm sure everything would be that little bit more ok, if I could just fast forward a year, see where I'm at, know what happened and how things are going to turn out.
The waiting and not knowing is crushing my soul, slowly... bit by bit.
I am feeling that I don't really have much to share anymore. I'm not modeling anymore, so I don't have any new photoshoot images to share. I still can't fall pregnant again, so no news there. I've not been anywhere, or done anything exciting lately.
At the moment my life really only consists of 4 things - working, studying/attending school,... Read More
Today, I would have been 22 weeks pregnant. We would have known the sex of our bub by now. We would have finished decorating the nursery. I would have been showing. We would be more than halfway there.
Sadly, I only got to the 7 week mark.
The nursery is still completely empty. And 3 months on from my surgery, so is my uterus.