sadie

this new phone sucks but i'm trying now to complain i'm only complaining in my head and when i write in here alot of times i write things that i normally wouldnt complain about. one thing i really want is a companion or some friends. I feel very distance from the SGsan francisco group. so anyone in the bay area want to take me on...
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well I got a new phone but its not nearly as cool as my previous phone boo hoo. At least I have a phone. After words I walked with my dad to this eyeglasses place and my glasses have been held together for by a paper clip for two weeks and the guy there fixed my glasses. Plus my dad me these awesome glasses and...
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ugh i lost my cell phone today somewhere inbetween going to trader joes uggghh its annoying not having one. but hopefully i'll get a new one this week i found that the phone i lost now comes in pink so i hope i can get that one. doing a little better my apartment is cleaned it just always seem hard to keep it that way...
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hi haven't said much in a while my lifes like a rollercoaster right now but not the fun of rollercoasters. but i think i'm finally pulling out of it. well i feel good today and i cleaned up my apartment and having a clean place always puts me in a good mood. i recenlty quit smoking and i dont have and i really want one...
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i've got a boo

i dyed my hair violet but it came out kinda indigo blue purple. sorry i dont have a picture right now and i dont thing its worthy of one. besides that i havent been feeling too good and have been sleeping alot more that normal. how are you feeling xoxo sadie

damn i guess i'm getting un noticed around here more than i thought. No one commented on my last post am I really that boring or maybe its just that I don't post in the boards or groups much but whatever i'm not complaining just a little surprised. Today is valentines day, I sorta have a valentine but i'm no sure if anythings going on...
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i played chinese new year's games for chocolate gold coins. I made out pretty good. that was the excitement of my day so far. Hopefully i'm going out to dinner later. not much else going on this post seems pretty boring now. just like my life boring. soo boring sometimes i wish for death from boredom but I dont think its possible. another depressing blog...
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I felt like no one ever understood my panic attacks so I always hide them and never talk about them or call people anymore when i have them i havent talked about them in a long time until i feel maybe i'm going through some sort of butterfly transformation but it could just be some mental unexplainable torture. I wish I didnt have such an...
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i hate to be whiney but this is a supposed to be like a journal and i think its the best place to let frustrasions. Sometimes I feel like the only care about me are my social workers. I'm really emotional right now for no reason except that little bender i went on probably caused it. I think i'm turning into a bender drug user....
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