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so many of you asked why i was poor and depresssed well becasue i'm almost broke and it makes me sad. next mouth should be better or worse though i'm hoping for better.

I saw butterfly having sex in the park the other day this has been highlight of my life lately. that and having a new lover that i think will last but i...
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mortricia:
xo
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i'm poor and depressed.
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letigre:
I think the majority of people in the bay area are.
magni:
Being poor doesn't have to suck. Being in debt sucks when you're poor. Getting by without the status is cool, especially if you are working towards a more stable future. Depression sucks and happens to rich people and poor people, but you can beat it.


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seattle was good it got me out of my rut. It was snowing in oregon on the way back to california so we stopped and had a snow ball fight that was fun. Now its hailing i can see the little bits of ice bounce off my window. I wanted to go to library today but i dont feel like getting cold and wet when...
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newtex:
Im glad to hear you had a good time.....drink looks of OJ...it helps smile robot robot robot
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hey guess what i'm in seattle. I took a road trip to seattle with my lover. we stayed in a hotel last night that had this huge king sized bed. road trips are fun i needed to get out of SF for a few days i was stuck in a rut. i feel much better now talk to you when i get back.
_v_:
i'm in a rut too
and i just got back from a trip
but i need a me trip
not a work trip
i hate ruts
i hate not having a lover too
newtex:
Enjoy! ! ! ! ! ! robot robot robot
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happy valentines day!

this is one of the holidays i actually like because its filled with hearts (which i love). I'm still sick self induced pain is the worst. I relapsed pretty badly and I still can't eat with out feeling nasueated. yuck i hate this soo much. thats why i havent beeen around here very much lately i feel too crappy to go online...
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newtex:
Happy Heart Day!!!!!....and keep healing! robot robot robot
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Does anyone read this???


i forgot how to eat. i hate the hospital i never want to go back to that god awful place again. but i think the nurse had a crush on me a female nurse that is but i could have been hallucinating. blah blah its raining for the next week. mad
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sylvain:
i read this. wink
newtex:
...and you know i do ......psssst get better robot robot robot
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I love shopping. We went to marina today and did some shopping and I ate frozen yogurt even though its cold outside. mmmm it was delicious. I also bought some make-up cause our car got broken into recently and they stole everything including my favorite makeup. Afterwords we went to target, I got this beautiful rug that covers up my ugly grey carpet and its...
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newtex:
Yes! All media is controlled by the govement.....tons of my friends are dying in Iraq....and not one sec of coverage for thier deaths......dont believe robot robot robot
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So I didn't end up going up north.

What do you do when the person your'e falling in love with annoys the fucking hell out of you sometimes and they don't seem register anything you tell them not to do. ARRRRGGG i'm so confused and fucking cranky as hell lately.

I also fucking haite that eats all the fucking time. How do such minor things...
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hor:

Umm, her nonexistence. tongue


mallory:
you need to have a talk about the things that bother you..
and also remember that people don't really change..
i hate it when he leaves the seat up.. and slurping..
i HATE slurping..

good luck with your lover dear..

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ewwww I think I'm sick. I throw up too much for a fat girl.


also its quite possible i'm falling in love its crazy how things can change in a week. I'm going up north on wednesday oooh its going to be sooo cold
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newtex:
YaY Sadie!!!! Stay warm and be carefull!!!...no hiking!!!! robot robot robot
newtex:
Glad to hear that....i wouldnt want ya go get lost....i think i would miss ya a bunch. robot robot robot
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Ok so that last post that was just the letter "M" was an accident. I tried to make a post and it got all screwed up and I have hella slow dial-up connection so I didn't have time to fix it cause I was in a hurry and had to leave. Blah bllah blah who cares. I've been hanging out with my friend who made...
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