Saturday Jun 02, 2007

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well i've been feeling better lately but i still dont like going outside. i'm totally broke does anyone want to buy my old clothes. thanks to everyone for the nice comments. ARRR!!!
paulnikon:
Ever try the SuicideGirls Sales group?

Sunday May 13, 2007

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i went to jail it was horrible. it was the worst experience of my life i had multiple concussions and injuries and never got to see the medical person the whole time i was there which was like 24 hours or so. i was also in isolation the whole time. and they beat me up twice. oh i'm really bitter right now and i hate...
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newtex:
Look at all the ppl that want to help.....take a breather and allow life to wash over you. robot robot robot
bailey:
please dont die. i want to see more of your boobies

Wednesday Apr 18, 2007

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i dont mean to insult the desingers of the site but the new layouts that keep coming out suck why fix something thats not broken?

I dont have much else to say life is forever shitty
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mortricia:
i hate this new layout. the site is all slowwww now.
sylvain:
maybe we've just been on this site too long? it's changed alot since 2002. or was it 2001?.... damn have been wasting my life that long here? my profile says 2003 but i left for a month and lost the old skool status. when was the first prom the year before that i started here. and you were a shining star even then!

i hope the summer brings some bright spots in your life.

Wednesday Apr 11, 2007

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well i went on a vacatoin and the site changed a little it says i have no hearts. what do the hearts represent. ps i miss all my ramones and old music that got stolen and several computers died and serveral ipods were stolen and lost so i missing so much music. any music donations would be appreciated.

anyway disneyland could have been better i...
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calvinkaneda:
"anyway i'm ver sucidal these days its out of control my disorders and depressions are at there worst. i wish constantly i were never born. "

I know about this shit well. It gets bad if I don't have meds or a GF.

It's good to have friends who care and will listen.

Let me know if you ever want to talk. You don't know me, but I'm here.

I hope the next day, week, hour, month gets better for you.

Sunday Apr 08, 2007

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I"m in LA i'm going to hang out with an old friend tonight and tommorow i'm going to DISNEYLAND!!! i hope this cheers me up. siiigh depression
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lilyfly:
I believe that it is impossible to be unhappy while in Disneyland, so have a great time! smile
josephine:
your inks are wonderful!

Friday Apr 06, 2007

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i'm gonna let you all know something kinda personal about me but it takes up me whole life. I constantly feel like i'm waiting to die and that i want to die. i'm so bi polar. i'm so very unstable and i feel like its never going to change. and sometimes i feel selfish because i'm depressed oh its like a bad ride that never...
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paulnikon:
I can relate to the waiting/wanting to die.

Thankfully, Prozac has given me a "normal" life.

Good luck. I hope you find your way out of the darkness.
newtex:
We all care about you so much, and some understand...others could never ever come close to....but none the less we still want to be here to help. Were here to offer what small ounce of help we can Sadie. robot robot robot

Tuesday Apr 03, 2007

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what is your favorite city in the world?
would you want to live there?

i'm already living in my favorite city but maybe theres another place out there thats better I just don't know.

and a hole group of fat chicks had the nerve to say to me and my lover "look at the couple" apparently they made some other comments like "sand nigger" (he's...
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sofreshsoclean:
i used to get called that...WHEN I WAS 15. who says that anymore?! maybe you're not living in the best city.

for work, play and debauchery...i think new york is still pretty awesome.
paulnikon:
Racism infuriates me.

Saturday Mar 31, 2007

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theres been all this talk about moving but i dont really want to move out of my city i'm totally down to move to another place in this city . but i will make comprimises if needed.

where would you like live?
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newtex:
Some where clean like Alaska robot robot robot
sadie:
none of these places really helped frown

Friday Mar 23, 2007

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I went to the eye doctor today. I was hoping my new medi-CAL insurance would cover a contacts for a year but they dont. So I got the regular eye examine and picked out the best glasses I could find on the insurance rack. I havent had a free pair of glasses in a long time i usually buy vintage ones and pay for it...
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Monday Mar 19, 2007

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what place makes you happiest in the whole world?

i love san francisco the most out of all the places i've been what about you?
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twinkie:
SF is cool, but I also thought Seattle felt very home-like!

I don't expect the high pricing on the auctions to last forever!
anja:
Please come.

Sunday Mar 18, 2007

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I'm really good at making myself feel worthelss but thats about all i'm good at. I was terrible junkie my veins are so tiny. Now everytime someone trys to draw blood at a doctors office or something its a challenge for them. I went to some medical research thingy and they gave me 20 bucks just for drawing my blood to see if I qualify...
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franpire:
Hey lady,

Don't put your self down. I know where you're coming from. We all do the best we know how, at the time we're doing it. SO we're not all perfect. Who gives a shit. Perfect is boring anyway. But have some respect for yourself. Don;t put your self down, you're all you have at the end of the day.

take care of yourself.

xoxo
fran
newtex:
i wish i could meet ya....but im far......maybe we can take a vacation and see you if we get
there???.....also have to agree with Franpire...dont sit in bad energy...always have good thoughts...and you'll be in good spirts.... robot robot robot

Friday Mar 16, 2007

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i miss my digital camera and having picture posts.

i'm still poor if i had a camera i would take pictures of what to sell on-line. my lover/room mate did buy us cable(which really makes me happy) and i bought us a new bigger T.V. so next month wont be exspensive as this month. wooo at least i have something to keep me happy. i...
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rudie:
I haven't been there since '95 but I know the feeling.
mortricia:
i need a new camera too.. i want a crazy expensive one.. grrr

when are you coming back to visit fla? never?
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