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OOOOOOOOOOOH!!! I EL-OH-VEE-EE my new set "Bubbles"!!! That was my first set i ever did for suicide girls even before "Troublesome". I have been getting alot of the same questions from alot of different people because of that set so i figuerd id use this blog to answer some of them.

First, Yes, i am an actual suicide girl. Not a hopeful. Suicide girls pay...
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HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DOes anyone wanna get me my halloween costume?? If i get it myself, i cant pay my phonebill.. so get it for me.. my birthday's on the November 10th so it can be a birthday presant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want the naughty nun costume on the 2nd page of my wishlist!!!!!! YAY!!! tell you what... if you get me the costume ill send you a personal...
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Life is good.
Im in NC right now im a live-in nanny. Im a good nanny its fun. If youre a chatter you know that once the kids go to sleep....hehe.... it the girl goes to bed too and RYZE SUICIDE is on the loose. Its quite fun.

I have a few shoot's (not just for SG) in june so right now im on a...
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" here's to the men that we love..
Here's to the men that love us..
But the men that we love
Will never love us
So fuck all the men
Here's to us."

Im sick of being the last one.
im sick of being the one who "wasnt as much as expected"
im not enough.
i make them give up things..
give up the others.....
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2 seconds away from becoming an ACTUAL suicide girl.. like not modeling.. just suicidal

For my Hubby: I told you i would make you one Ante!! You gave the setting so here we go:

My fiance. Ante, wanted a blog for him (well the first special one was but i didnt use names) so i told him to give me a setting and he kept telling me places that ive never been to lol.. Then he came up with...
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if i were a lez....

this is what id do 2 u
id lay you down. and feed you berries.. i want to taste them on your lips. I love kissing girls.. your lips so soft. i feel your delicate hands on my chin and neck. your skin smells so fresh.. like flowers.
Your breath flows faster
i put my hands on you hips rollig...
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I had a way sex dream that i want to tell you about... I dont want to use any names so you dont mind if i use you.. do you? GREAT!!


I am going to make it a bit more detailed w/ imagination.. ill just add an i wont take anything away from what the actual dream was


You just flew to NY. Its cold...
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MY BIRTHDAY'S IN 5 DAYS!!!! As most of you know, I just moved from LA to NY...Right before winter...Meaning i have ABSOLUTLY NO winter clothes!!! Ive never needed them before. Just letting you absolutly gorgeous people know.... I just updated my wishlist!!!! Soooooo... yeah, if your bored and you decide you want to lighten your wallet a bit... ummm yeah, buy me something!! I love...
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You know youre a junglist when:


You snicker when you hear someone say "PLUR"
You finally realize that phat pants are heavy and impractical
You blame candy kids for everything retarded in the scene
You have pretended to be rolling at a party just to get a quick laugh
out of your friends
When you ARE on E you do your best to act normal...
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