Saturday Aug 03, 2013

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My life got kinda strange recently surreal
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totem:
Celebrations required when I am down next! So happy for you smile xx
ponycorn:
Contratulations beauty love

Sunday Jul 28, 2013

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So that time I told you I was writing a big long entry and then decided to give you boobs instead... This is what I had been writing.
I always find myself wishing I spent more time writing and then when it comes to it... I go blank.

Thinking about things the other day, though... I am, at times, my own worst enemy.
The self-saboteur,...
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mutantbaby1:


The problem with the bad boys is that the self-confidence tends to border on "asshole".




True statement.
username3240965:
This entry make so much sense for me! I've always gone for the bad boy. I've always felt really insecure and anxious when everything is going just fine. I can't stand it. I had that tendency to self sabotage to get rid of the perfect things. It scares me badly when all goes well.

Sunday Jul 21, 2013

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marcoz:
Right....thats just to damn good, I wanna see (more) what you have to say though, and I can't have you on my favs list yet frown
cageddemonwolf:
Haaawwwt laser <3

Saturday Jul 13, 2013

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del:
This is amazing. So glad you went.

I'm 99% sure I'm either going to start running or going to the gym. Purely because he makes me feel so inferior.
casca:
Awesome, you look so fucking happy in that pic biggrin

Thursday Jul 04, 2013

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Holy shit its July. How?
Where's the rest gone?

Anyways... Kaikai tells me to do things and sometimes I do them. So:

1.)What do you think about before you fall asleep at night?
Well, that really depends on the day I have had and the mood I'm in I suppose. I worry a lot so often I'm dwelling a lot on something I shouldn't be....
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totem:
HOW good is the Gatsby soundtrack. Incredible.x
amyrose:
I do think we held hands. Aahhhh cute.

Sunday Jun 30, 2013

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I feel horrible.

In the absence of anyone else being around to talk to right now at 8:30am on a Sunday, I turn to my blog. A blog that isn't really for my emotional outbursts.
What for, I do not know... But I need to keep myself occupied before I decide that the best course of action is to crawl under my duvet and refuse...
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vulpeskay:
Sometimes the worse thing to do is bury these things away because when you go and accidentally dig it all back up, there's just so much more hidden there than you remembered.
Try and find a way to get it out and don't let it build up inside you. There's always someone willing to listen, just don't be scared to open up! I'm guilty of the exact same thing

We haven't spoken yet but if you need to vent, you can rant for hours to me and I'll listen smile
It seems like a lot of people care here, too!
Just keep smiling smile!
Xxx
fernandaph:
thank you gorgeous, want to see you pink <3

Friday Jun 21, 2013

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Stuff and things.
Time to write about stuff and.. things.

I don't think I really have a lot to say for myself.
Saving money for my holiday has lead to my being somewhat quarantined in my own flat which makes for boring Reuben blogs.

All I do is make things for my upcoming market stall debut and go to the gym, because are things I...
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cageddemonwolf:
<333 ARRR!!!
ayah:
Thanks for your support on Laurah's set ! kiss

And god I hope you'll turn pink soon because your sets are doing sooo well ! I'm pretty sure you'll be a SG in the next few months !

Monday Jun 10, 2013

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Sooooooo... Time for a new blog, again, because frankly the previous is all kinds of everything I don't want to read right now.

Except I cannot concentrate enough to write anything substantial.
There's pictures and a whole lot of love for people to come... but I may wait til after next weekend so there's more of that.

Or I'll do it tonight so I don't...
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thefuckoffkid:
^^^What an awful first comment for someone to leave on your new blog! Off with his head.
nixie_____:
Pics and love sound intriguing! Lol! And I don't think I've ever really written anything worthwhile on my blogs. Just random crap that happens to be going through my head as and when I decided to update! tongue

Namaste
=/\=
-n

Thursday Jun 06, 2013

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I feel sick.

And stupid.

And like I should have known better.


And I can't wait for tomorrow to be surrounded by friends and good people.
Fische, KirstyClare, DrewBeckett, the rest of you.... bring on the beers. Or cider. Or spirits. Or whatever. All of the above.

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juno106:
sending you hugs and kittens in boxes <#
euphemia:
luv you! kiss

Wednesday May 29, 2013

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I just wanted to change from the last blog, really.
May write a new one tomorrow.... or sometime.

I've been in a horrible, wound up, anxious, angry, sad mood for days and I just cannot shake it.

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evamaria:
hey fitty thanks for the comment... you are the ultimate in stand in boyfs. i just need to see you more often frown x
chocolat:
mad Who is making my Reubs upset??! If I get to know I will come there and kick the hell out of his ass!
What happened sweetie?
Xxx
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