ravenisis

ive been out looking for a job today. dont you feel so small when you go and hand your cv in somewhere.....maybe its just me...cause i dont have any actual skills.....

i never feel like a whole person cause i always miss a part of me that i left behind in one of the two countries i live in. so therefore its very hard to...
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i just shot two more sets before i left orlando. im excited about how they'll turn out.

im now in london and very excited to be watching real news again. a cup of tea, a hob nob and bbc news 24....yay

although after going out last night, i remember how weak the drinks are here....

at the moment im contemplating my next course of action in regards to some sort of career......

i dont have the drive or passion to pursue anything in particular and this uncertainty is driving me crazy right now......especially with all this time on my hands...it makes it so much harder not to have some sort of goal that you know you want to acheive....

i...
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im getting ready for the big move.......THE LAND OF DREAMS

or as the book im reading more eloquently puts it:

....the city of luxury and mystery, of preposterous hopes and exotic dreams....

it might not make everything better but its worth a damn try

thank you to all the aussies for your support and amazing comments - im so glad you guys enjoyed the show!! i enjoyed meeting all of you, i just wish we had more time there! the audience was awesome every night + we had sooo much fun doing the show over there!!

if im not making any sense right now its because i hardly have...
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i just had a grande soy mocha (which im not sure is entirely dairy free but im choosing to ignore that) and now my chest is tight and my palms are sweaty...and then i ate pb and jelly so im completely indulging in suger shock...

...soon i'll crash and hate the world though...or maybe i should keep consuming sugar till i keel over and vomit......
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i bought a minivan....its a burgandy aerostar, with a cute little nose.!! its so adorable, we named her betsy...

now all i have to do is learn how to drive..its not that hard right..??!

i start work tomorrow - its about time i did something...i need to save money to get the car in tip top shape so hopefully we can roadtrip it to california...
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exciting plans.... i cant wait to get started....theres always that period before something new happens...you know youre gonna get there, but what do you do with yourself in the mean time...?

i know you're all on the edge of your seats waiting for me to update so.....

im itching to do something...i love london but i have the moving bug...i just wish i could take advantage of everything london has to offer...but its a money thing...

speaking of money, i have to quit my job....but can i really survive without that stable monthly pay check...? im...
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im so excited!! i am finally going to start doing more shows - renegade burlesque hits the road (if only for a week)

we're venturing up north....somewhere ive rarely been

cant remember all the dates right now check the myspace page....cant remember the address for that right now either...

i suck at this whole promotion exposure thing