Wednesday

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I feel like I'm trying so hard just to stay afloat.

Recenty, at times I've felt more lost than ever.

but, other times more at home than ever.

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triplewww:
Hang in there. I've been off the Internet for a week; doesn't mean I don't care. You can PM me any time if you just want to chat. You are a special person.
xhippykid:
Awww. Hope all is well?

Learning

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I'm ravenous for new information these days.
I'm so ready to continue growing as a person and move on to the next stage of my life.

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psychi:
@blackenedwolfy I'm a bit of a history geek as well :) 
dave11111:
What sorts of information??

Tetraphobia

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I get this fear at night. I think it comes from my mother betraying me the way that she did.

When I was younger, I had an intense fear of monsters hiding under the bed, around the corner, in the closet, etc.. It would strike me even while I was at school. Since real monsters were introduced into my life, my fear of fake ones
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midnightrider454:
According to the Dr. Who episode I watched earlier, monsters are indeed often real. But I'm doubtful there's a sonic anything handy to help vanquish them. I always think about that scene in Major Payne when he unloads into the closet. " If he's in there, he ain't happy"  In all seriousness though I'm sure she's wrong about a lot of things and this is one of them. Maybe keep a flashlight handy? Or a cool night light of some kind. Like a light saber, cause then not only is it a light but it can cut shit in half. Yeah, that's what you need light saber night light. :)    Sorry you're feeling shitty
triplewww:
I think it's from our inherited caution about predators lurking while we sleep. Sorry 'bout your mom. Some just don't have parental instincts. I would love to have had a daughter like you.

My set goes live on FP in 2 days!

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yay! so excited.

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mhef:
Congrats
pascipio:
You are beautiful!

MY SET GOES LIVE AT MIDNIGHT!

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hey guys!!! MY SET GOES LIVE AT MIDNIGHT!! i'm so excited! and quite nervous to be honest.

so let me begin this blogpost by saying that i'm so grateful to everyone who has been following me on my journey of being a hopeful Suicide Girl and for all of the amazing compliments and comments i have gotten over these past few months!! many of you...
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legman:
pretty set!!!!
tc_nikon:
Pretty lady

Roadkill

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I wish I could take every animal that gets run over and bury them.
Everything about roadkill is just so fucking wrong.
No living, feeling thing should ever be reduced to a bloody/multiple bloody chunks of meat in the road covered in guts and shit. Left to decompose and rot on the asphalt instead of back into the ground.

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psychi:
@turnpro nope haha.. well maybe you are.. but i am weird as well
turnpro:
Ha. 

Procrastination

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So I've realized it's extremely hard to get anything done when I can look at literally hundreds of thousands of pictures of naked ladies at any moment.

oneimill:
I have this same problem every man day. No regrets.
psychi:
lol none @oneimill

Current Thoughts

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Happy Valentine's Day, guys!

There's a picture from a possible set I shot in my favorite little piece of lingerie with my friend dave. I'm not sure whether I want to use the pictures from it for a set or not. They're not edited yet.

I'm a bit sad this V-day because both me and my boyfriend have work. I'm cocktailing at the club all
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psychi:
thanks! i LOVE this picture.. can't wait to see the edited versionn
urnotme:
Thats what i like