presley

my emotions are not at their usual safe levels. they are runnin high. trying to pack and get everything ready.... seeing my fuckin boyz the HC and the Clif....makes me sad. they are truly the best. i will miss them soo very much.

i've never been so happy but so nostalgic. i'll be back all the time i'm sure. Today i had the biggest Cherry...
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hopefully i will make it home. i only have a paper temporary id, it does have my picture on it. hrmm. i guess we'll see. if not ill just take a bus, they dont give a fuck. those bus people.
i've had a lovely two weeks here. thanks to three boys and four girls.
you all rock. and i will be back here. very soon....
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i have lost my id. im waiting for my old one that my friend overnigted me. well it is the next day but its not here.
i need to fly home.
get all my shit straight there and then come back here.
i do love it here....it will be hard to be back in utah. i think i will be awfully bored. but i will...
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this place is fucking strange. do i miss bumfuck nowhere? yes. do i miss the open fucking road? yes. but at the same time i cant even imagine being back home and watching tv or something awfully boring. i was really really un productive when i lived in Utah. i seem to be more productive here. i will give it a few months atleast.
its...
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do you ever meet someone for the first time and it feels like you've known them forever....

i dont know what im doing here. i need a job. but for some reason im still way comfortable here.

i am going to a secret location. i am saving money there. i am going to nyc after that to makeout with Blake.

Blake is going to play dress up with me and introduce me to cute hopefully somewhat straight boys.

But for now, i am going away.
I have to leave here, its not even my choice anymore. [edited to say that by 'here'...
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im sleepy.