I'm still in between Columbus and Cleveland. Spending over 100 bucks a week on gasoline. I have a job in Cleveland now, so I hope to stay put in that city until my lease is up.
I've been single for nearly two months now. My ex boyfriend is already in a hot and heavy relationship with a blonde haired lady that bares an uncanny resemblance...
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I've been single for nearly two months now. My ex boyfriend is already in a hot and heavy relationship with a blonde haired lady that bares an uncanny resemblance...
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I like feeling uncomfortable. I like being thrust from my warm, dry comfort zone into the icy waters of unfamiliarity...
I like watching the girl in the corner.
She is obviously upset. Her eyebrows are furrowed. She tries to look concentrated, but in reality..she is trying to hold back tears. I know because I've done it before, and I can feel her energy almost circling...
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I like watching the girl in the corner.
She is obviously upset. Her eyebrows are furrowed. She tries to look concentrated, but in reality..she is trying to hold back tears. I know because I've done it before, and I can feel her energy almost circling...
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bruise:
thank you!! 
zarphin:
Not sure which is worse, your loss, or mine, mine hurts, but it wasn't intentional. in any case, I feel your pain. *Hugs.*
You know you have those days when you realize what you're really worth. You have days when you would get out of bed, but you can't find a reason. You want so much to be happy and to be able to function around people, but you just can't seem to get the darkness out of your mind. You realize that you could be standing in...
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surlymike:
I've always thought that IAWL was very unrealistic. I have little doubt that the townspeople who'd covered the loss on Xmas Eve would be hounding George for repayment on Boxing Day...
salmonhead:
Re-adjusting to life without a 2nd half is horrible. In time though it gets easier and you realize that you are still amazing & life is still full of wonder. Hang in there, life can feel so desolate at times.
I broke up.
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disturbedmind:
There was a looming presence I felt in the air one day.
Normally I absorb the energies around me without questioning where it came from until I feel as if it threatening or consuming me. This time it was an instant mysterious one that gave a whirl.
Not a bad thing I assured myself.
I became curious, as how I become when I'm trying to find a sweet scent.
I kept wondering till I was moderatly fustrated, where was it comeling from?!
I paused and looked on the screen toward a fresh face I've never seen before.
The waves were approaching at the sonic speed of a blackbird.
And soon realized the source. This beautiful swan from seemingly nowhere.
Tense muscles became loose and brightness shined though.
Her name was Nessy
-smk
Normally I absorb the energies around me without questioning where it came from until I feel as if it threatening or consuming me. This time it was an instant mysterious one that gave a whirl.
Not a bad thing I assured myself.
I became curious, as how I become when I'm trying to find a sweet scent.
I kept wondering till I was moderatly fustrated, where was it comeling from?!
I paused and looked on the screen toward a fresh face I've never seen before.
The waves were approaching at the sonic speed of a blackbird.
And soon realized the source. This beautiful swan from seemingly nowhere.
Tense muscles became loose and brightness shined though.
Her name was Nessy
-smk
jessweeks:
bad time to have a break up...broke up the same day...
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king:
Hope you're doing well, I haven't seen you out for a while. Though, I haven't really been out in a while either.
xoxo
xoxo
stellarcat:
I love the quote from Vanilla Sky, I've used it and it's one of my favorite films too xo 
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.I'm in love 
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shotgun:
i missssssssss u !!!!!
workingtogether:
awsome....congrats!!! 
What's not to love about the world? Everyday I discover new photographers, artists, novelists, philosophers, musicians. Creativity is hidden in every nook and cranny of the world. I want to explore it all. I have so much to live for. One day I can only hope to be as talented and extraordinary as them. I want my words to count, I want to make an...
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missdisfigured:
I wish I had people with such a good spirit to offer me such kind words on a tough day.
you're beautiful - thanks for the add!!
you're beautiful - thanks for the add!!
cutcopydestroy:
boo!
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dixon:
nessy i have new pix of ur 22 yr old self!!how goes it?
how goes it?
smock_b:
Happy birthday! Hope you have fun in Toronto.
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_margot_:
eek! you are sooo pretty!
alissa:
YAY! Congrats my lil lady!
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hollyjhomicide:
The set up for review is pretty freakin cool!! Your eyes are so blue I can hardly stand it
p.s. you may be the only other person on the planet I know who has read Wasted. Have you read her new book Madness??
p.s. you may be the only other person on the planet I know who has read Wasted. Have you read her new book Madness??
Hopefully there will not be airfare taxes lol.
Also about the whole relationship thing, I think you are doing mightily on overcoming the obsticle dear Nessy.
Don't ever put yourself down too much, because I bet inside you are worth a lot more than what the ex thought you were worth. It's his mistake for not realizing what he had, jumping to the next pretty face he seen proved his immaturity. I'm glad you don't walk around with a 357. Magnum because I'm sure you've would have gotten an itchy trigger finger lmao. Just kidding around.
It's good to see you cope very well and go at live with a smile and positive outlook. For that You are not only beautiful on the outside, but magnificent on the inside. No one can take that from you.
cheers lovely lady
-SMK