I'm fucking BORED so i'm updating again. it's 12:59 a.m. and I'm awake and bored. fuck all.
Humor me and entertain me with your answers to these questions if you would, and feel free to plead the 5th on any you don't wanna answer, although that's no fun.
1. Who would you love to have in your bed this instant for a night of passionate...
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Humor me and entertain me with your answers to these questions if you would, and feel free to plead the 5th on any you don't wanna answer, although that's no fun.
1. Who would you love to have in your bed this instant for a night of passionate...
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**Black & White Mercie. Go check out the new set I posted in Hopefuls!! Leave me a comment in the corresponding thread if you would, thank you!!!!** xoxo!
SO, you know that song Because I Got High?
Yeah I didn't get a job tonight. *sigh* BUT i am calling my old temp agency tomorrow. They'll do the work for me. I love American...
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SO, you know that song Because I Got High?
Yeah I didn't get a job tonight. *sigh* BUT i am calling my old temp agency tomorrow. They'll do the work for me. I love American...
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corroded_heart:
I personally can't have emotionless sex; I have to feel something for the other person to get intimately involved with them. Probably why I have such a shitty sex life 
devon_hills:
hmm...lemme get back to you on that Sorry to hear about not getting your job...that kinda sucks. But hey your luck can only get better.
Sorry to hear about not getting your job...that kinda sucks. But hey your luck can only get better.Here it is, 6:11 p.m. I woke up like two hours ago.
I need a job. I'm going to find one... TONIGHT. I don't care what it is. Just someone hire me, please.
My ex Steve has a show at the Thunderdome tonight in Baltimore. Big show. Am I going? No. Because it costs six whole fucking dollars that I don't have. Plus, if I...
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I need a job. I'm going to find one... TONIGHT. I don't care what it is. Just someone hire me, please.
My ex Steve has a show at the Thunderdome tonight in Baltimore. Big show. Am I going? No. Because it costs six whole fucking dollars that I don't have. Plus, if I...
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tronvillain:
Very nice, I love number two and number thirteen.
legionnaire:
Hey, love the new pics - did Steve Neurotic take those? They turned out really well.
When are you coming back to NYC?
When are you coming back to NYC?
**Black & White Mercie. Go check out the new set I posted in Hopefuls!! Leave me a comment in the corresponding thread if you would, thank you!!!!** xoxo!
So nothing fab yet today.... The roommate and I split cleaning the house, she took downstairs and I took upstairs. Plus I got the DIVINE honor of cleaning my ferret's cage (BLECH) he's so smelly...
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So nothing fab yet today.... The roommate and I split cleaning the house, she took downstairs and I took upstairs. Plus I got the DIVINE honor of cleaning my ferret's cage (BLECH) he's so smelly...
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johnnyvine:
You are more than welcome. I look forward to seeing new pictures of you....
theevilone:
hey i painted my living room... take a look at my pics..
So this past evening was spent in relative quiet. I woke at like, um, 2:00-ish and proceeded to do uh, nothing. My friend Matt and his friend Dana came by my house with the Paris Hilton video in its entirety, and I have it saved to my computer now for some reason. I don't like to playa-hate, so this doesn't come from jealousy, but what...
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corroded_heart:
Thanks for another great set in SG hopefuls 
I have a thing for the back of a girls neck, especially if I'm biting it
I never noticed your Fav bands list before
Fear Factory, CKY, etc. Great taste! You rock!
I have a thing for the back of a girls neck, especially if I'm biting it
I never noticed your Fav bands list before
Fear Factory, CKY, etc. Great taste! You rock!
rdog:
YAY! more pics....awesome once again! 
All right cats and kittens, I just woke up, and I'm starving and have no food, and I'm having a nic-fit and have no cigarettes, and my e-mail is already a fucking mess I don't want to deal with.
This day is going to suck, I can feel it. And it's only 2:28 p.m.
On the bright side, ONE good thing: my cell phone is...
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This day is going to suck, I can feel it. And it's only 2:28 p.m.
On the bright side, ONE good thing: my cell phone is...
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dali11:
Well, you could always give me a call, creditors can't call if the phone is busy.
mistakesmade:
It was wonderful talking to you on the phone dear . Good thing you had it turned back on. I think I'm beyond giving a fuck myself. What can we do ya know?? WHO F'N CARES!! 
As far as my favorite swear... I think lately F'N has been coming out a lot lately... literally F'N I dunno why... everything i say is "where's the f'n remote" "what the f" I think it's better that way though because last year I got suspended from work for 2 days for saying "Bend me over and fuck me in the ass" to my gay boss. He thought it was funny however, our general manager did not feel the same. So I dunno maybe it's a subconcious "I don't wanna get fired" thing. I think I've talked enough now. Kisses. bye bye
. Good thing you had it turned back on. I think I'm beyond giving a fuck myself. What can we do ya know?? WHO F'N CARES!! As far as my favorite swear... I think lately F'N has been coming out a lot lately... literally F'N I dunno why... everything i say is "where's the f'n remote" "what the f" I think it's better that way though because last year I got suspended from work for 2 days for saying "Bend me over and fuck me in the ass" to my gay boss. He thought it was funny however, our general manager did not feel the same. So I dunno maybe it's a subconcious "I don't wanna get fired" thing. I think I've talked enough now. Kisses. bye bye Damn it all to hell. Those jobs i found in the paper were dead ends. I think I may have to resort to stripping after all. At least I always have my body to degrade when in need of money. I have NO problem with my pin up pictures, to me that's an art, the whole process. But I see it as different when one...
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thriftx2horatio:
"Something I can never have" - NIN
"With or without you" - U2... but NOT for the usual "high-school ex-girlfriend" reasons.
and...
can I say "Home to you" by JMM and "Please remember me" by TM, without anyone recognizing (hopefully) what I'm talking about?
"With or without you" - U2... but NOT for the usual "high-school ex-girlfriend" reasons.
and...
can I say "Home to you" by JMM and "Please remember me" by TM, without anyone recognizing (hopefully) what I'm talking about?
a_faust:
stripping wouldn't be a terrible job at the right establishment... but i do hope you can find something that makes you happier. 
so the one song that ALWAYS makes me cry is "Hero" - Chad Kroeger (feat. Josey Scott) from the Spiderman soundtrack. this song came out around the same time that i found out my father had cancer. my father is my best friend, and i love him so much, and this song just struck a daddy-daughter nerve while watching spiderman at the theater, i had to leave i creid uncontrollably, and still do......... I love my daddy!
i wouldn't know how to live without his presence in my life...
listen to a bit of the song
so the one song that ALWAYS makes me cry is "Hero" - Chad Kroeger (feat. Josey Scott) from the Spiderman soundtrack. this song came out around the same time that i found out my father had cancer. my father is my best friend, and i love him so much, and this song just struck a daddy-daughter nerve while watching spiderman at the theater, i had to leave i creid uncontrollably, and still do......... I love my daddy!
i wouldn't know how to live without his presence in my life...
listen to a bit of the song
Good evening, all. Since it seems the time I post thing isn't right on here for my east coast time, it is 7:25 pm... The Flash's mom Jamie is on her way over to pick him up (finally - this experience just reinforces the fact that I do not ever need to own a dog). Jay's left to go home.
My weekend had its up...
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My weekend had its up...
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shewulf:
Hey I'm so glad that you like my alias...Also I think that Jay does look kinda like Donnie Darko....Sounds like a great idea for halloween costumes....
Hmmmm the most beautiful thing I have ever seen...thats a tough one cause everyone on this site is beautiful.....I would have to say That i cant answer that question...there is so much beauty to pick just one thing would be wrong...
Hmmmm the most beautiful thing I have ever seen...thats a tough one cause everyone on this site is beautiful.....I would have to say That i cant answer that question...there is so much beauty to pick just one thing would be wrong...
shewulf:
In that case I'm going to pick you since you were the last beautiful thing I saw today...
OK, so last night was a bad night.... my bad, but i figured i'd post my feelings, it IS a "journal," after all.
Today has been blah, nothing really cool going on. The dog I'm watching for my friends decided to be extremely destructive as I slept this morning, he ate two small candles (yes, ATE them, gone) and was licking some cream of my...
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Today has been blah, nothing really cool going on. The dog I'm watching for my friends decided to be extremely destructive as I slept this morning, he ate two small candles (yes, ATE them, gone) and was licking some cream of my...
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feltonjoe:
mercie- ya just kep lookin better with every mod an post. hope you an jay were able to spend some down time together in the rainy weather
a_faust:
i can't decide whats sexier about mercie, her lusciously lickable lips, or her sultry deep amber eyes....mmmmmmmmm
I just finished watching Donnie Darko.
It's left me feeling... disconnected. What a strange movie. I knew there was a reason I had to outright buy it without even seeing it.
It's pretty thought-provoking.
And some people think movies are bad for you. The downfall of America. Placing junk and garbage and sex and drugs and murder and hurt into our minds. When it's already...
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It's left me feeling... disconnected. What a strange movie. I knew there was a reason I had to outright buy it without even seeing it.
It's pretty thought-provoking.
And some people think movies are bad for you. The downfall of America. Placing junk and garbage and sex and drugs and murder and hurt into our minds. When it's already...
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johnnyvine:
Don't be sad, cheer up little camper! I agree, Donnie Darko is a great movie and the soundtrack for it is very good also. iwas looking on your journal for 90's songs, but that must be an older journal entry. Yeah, Il ove harold and Maude, it's such a good movie. Hope things are going better! Take care.
rxqueen:
aww
i've done that before.
actually, one of the most adorable pics i've ever taken was of my ex (when we were still together). we came over to apologize about this weird fight and started crying or whatever. anyways, after everything was better we were taking pics . but he was still all teary eyed. it just made you want to hug him.
like the pic you have up there makes me want to hug you.
i hope everything is alright.
i've done that before.
actually, one of the most adorable pics i've ever taken was of my ex (when we were still together). we came over to apologize about this weird fight and started crying or whatever. anyways, after everything was better we were taking pics . but he was still all teary eyed. it just made you want to hug him.
like the pic you have up there makes me want to hug you.
i hope everything is alright.
Edited and updated at 6:57 p.m.... DID YOU EVER NOTICE IT ONLY TAKES ONE TEN SECOND PHONE CALL TO RUIN YOUR FUCKING RELAXING DAY??? I try to call Stephen, yes, "the ex", to ask him if he was dropping by with my cut of the tax money, and his CUNT FUCKING GIRLFRIEND ANSWERS. He fucking yelled at her once before for answering his phone, so...
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thriftx2horatio:
If you're gonna check out Meshuggah, I'd recommend starting with the album "Destroy, Erase Improve." It's one of my top three favorite albums of all time. I can't even begin to describe how amazing this album is. "Future Breed Machine" is an absolutely perfect song on every level.
So, 13 or 14, huh? Alrighty, how about...
Pan-fuckin'-tera \nn/ -- This Love/Becoming
Fear Factory -- Demanufacture/Replica
Soul Asylum -- Runaway Train/Somebody to Shove
Helmet -- Unsung
Alice in Chains -- Would/Them Bones/AngryChair... ahh, just the whole damn "Dirt" album.
Lisa Loeb -- Stay
Edited to add:
Type O Negative -- Christian Woman
Ministry -- N.W.O.
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[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 7:48PM]
So, 13 or 14, huh? Alrighty, how about...
Pan-fuckin'-tera \nn/ -- This Love/Becoming
Fear Factory -- Demanufacture/Replica
Soul Asylum -- Runaway Train/Somebody to Shove
Helmet -- Unsung
Alice in Chains -- Would/Them Bones/AngryChair... ahh, just the whole damn "Dirt" album.
Lisa Loeb -- Stay
Edited to add:
Type O Negative -- Christian Woman
Ministry -- N.W.O.
[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 7:46PM]
[Edited on Apr 01, 2004 7:48PM]
theevilone:
the 90s.... nostalgic..... man I am old after all..
*sigh* I know, it's been a few days. I have been so busy. Sometimes real life takes over.
Firstly, for all the LADIES out there, go check out the Suicide Boys set Vincens made as a gift for me! I'm so honored! hehe It's his photoset Vincens for Mercie.
I have SUPER cool news that I just have to share, even if no one...
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Firstly, for all the LADIES out there, go check out the Suicide Boys set Vincens made as a gift for me! I'm so honored! hehe It's his photoset Vincens for Mercie.
I have SUPER cool news that I just have to share, even if no one...
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mistakesmade:
Greats pics sweetie!!! I love the 40... nothing like a chick that can chug bear, I love you more and more everyday!
glorybox:
you are such a hottie, and you drink 40's thats awesome. We should hang out sometime, i think we would have alot of fun.
Look at my journal. Karl Urban all the way.
2. If you could beat someone's ass just to make yourself feel better, who would it be?
My ex.
3. What's the song you're embarassed to say you like in front of other people? (Don't worry, we're ALL sharing...)
Anything by Debarge
4. What's the one thing you like that may be considered a fetish in the sexual sense?
I don't know. I think I am way too boring.