its a full moon. its beautiful.
have you ever experienced an endless dawn? it only happens when you flying west for a long long time. since the travellor in me is restless, and since i have been recently surrounded by those who are in some way "en route", i have been rather nostagicly going through my old journal by a window under the moon. i...
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have you ever experienced an endless dawn? it only happens when you flying west for a long long time. since the travellor in me is restless, and since i have been recently surrounded by those who are in some way "en route", i have been rather nostagicly going through my old journal by a window under the moon. i...
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hi everyone. sooooooo......been a while. a friend came to hawaii to visit me after the last entry was written, and i was busy, then soon after he left i lost my job because the business lost its lease for a location. i was trying to save all this money for school and suddenly i was screwed. not only was i displaced and trying to figure...
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grimjack:
Glad to you're back on the site and up and running in life. I have an odd feeling that you'll take over Vegas in a matter of weeks, making it succumb to you're every desire. 
have fun!
have fun!
nick667:
how long are u gonna be in lv?
do you ever feel as though you are living the middle section of a dream? like you kindof remember how you got here but it grows more blurred as you go into the room. you recognise people but they are also somehow generic. and yet you somehow despite all of that have this...knowing...that theres something you have to keep walking forward towards. and there in...
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s:
You were the first infatuation on this site. Yet, I've never spoken to you..
.....Adios.
.....Adios.
banxx:
Your not the only person who feels like or had a dream like that. I just thought all of mine strange, now I know I'm not alone 
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.this is just a quick entry today....
1. for all of you that have emailed me about buying the signed new pinup photos, i am opening my po box tomarrow, and i would like you to try to be alittle more specific about the kind of look you are going for because theres lots to choose from. and for a few who mentioned sending contributions...
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1. for all of you that have emailed me about buying the signed new pinup photos, i am opening my po box tomarrow, and i would like you to try to be alittle more specific about the kind of look you are going for because theres lots to choose from. and for a few who mentioned sending contributions...
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abortion:
People suck you rock.
and im back. basically i spent the last week in sf capitalising on my artistic inspiration rathar than working at that dumb club, becsue it made me uncomfortable most of the time, and i dont do things i dont like.. i am not in california anymore for those of you who are still emailing me about my schedule at the club.....
anyways, life goes back...
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anyways, life goes back...
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tangledupinblue:
good to have the ability to put your foot down and walk away when things don't feel right. Some people spend their whole lives never learning how to do that.
bedheadchicken:
I just like that you exist.
That's all.
That's all.
hi everyone i need to let you know whats up i guess...you see, i kinda dont like the way that club works too much. i guess im not quite "the type" for what typically seems to be a way-too-steamy-date environment. so, for those of you who do want to come down and support my school fund, please email me and let me know when you...
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christinarenee:
....Just thought you should know.....
tangledupinblue:
Jesus. That's a lot of ups and downs. I just read your journal from its beginnings because well, I couldn't sleep and wandered here somehow -- obviously in my first year on the site you dodn't have a journal so it was way cool to hear about you. Was so happy when swami made his leap and then felt so bummed when kiwi passed away. So sorry. Anyway, now that you have a journal I'll stop by muchly. I hope that the later part of your San Francisco experience works out well for you!
hi guys...i must apologise to those of you who may have gone to the Broadway Showgirls on sat or sunday.....on sat night i was stuck out in the east bay with friends and no ride till morning, and on sunday i was so sick i could barely move, so i missed those nights. i hope you all werent there, pissed and wondering where i was!!...
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mysteryx:
I had actually wondered before why I didn't see signed photos on this site for sale. The kind of people who would come here and spend more time reading your journal than looking at your naked pictures are definitely your target market for personalized items like signed photos.
And when I wondered why they weren't for sale here, it was precisely because I was hoping to buy a photo of you signed by you.
And when I wondered why they weren't for sale here, it was precisely because I was hoping to buy a photo of you signed by you.
penguins:
I'm also interested about a signed photo.
i have some important new info for those of you in sf......
i did my audition at the hustler club and they liked me but could not hire me because i have "Too many tattoos". but the good news is, they own another one of the top clubs in town and sent me over there, and i was immediately hired.
so: tues through sunday nights...
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i did my audition at the hustler club and they liked me but could not hire me because i have "Too many tattoos". but the good news is, they own another one of the top clubs in town and sent me over there, and i was immediately hired.
so: tues through sunday nights...
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idiotsguide:
icon, huh
dismalorb:
It's interesting... You look JUST LIKE someone I went to gradeschool with. I don't know if it was Mr. Highman's class or another class at PC.. Anyways, it's nice to see you're doing good. 
-Paul Smalley
-Paul Smalley
hi again...i know its been a little while. im very excited about my san fran trip, but i must report my tragedy first. my baby, my cat kiwi, managed to squeeze out the crack in my window (which ive been keeping mostly closed since swamis fall...but its fkn hot here and i need the air so i crack them just alittle)... she fell and died...
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eli:
awww kiwi rip, sorry baby, our kitty always sits on the top of my balcony, it scares the crap out of me. Good luck with all your SF endevours, I wish I coudl watch you dance 
stay strong sistah!
stay strong sistah!
faseplant:
Hey, it was really awesome meeting you last night! Your friend Marcus is great! Haha!
okay everyone, its a done deal... i will be flying in to san francisco the 7th or 8th and will be there till the 25th.. there will be shows on most nights in between those dates, so for all of you interested, come see me shake it!! hahaha...
i will fill in trhe blanks with details later, keep your eyes peeled this week.
i especially...
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i especially...
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kade:
Dammit! I want to see you dance. June 25th you dance? I live in the area. You shoudl give me better info and I will come support my fellow SG shake her butt.
cleopatra:
I'd give anything to be at your show! 
good to have you back on the net. don't let the fears of suburba get to you.
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But your words ring true. Very beautiful (though me and planes do not get along).