lily

http://www.democracyinaction.org/dia/organizations/ncadp/campaign.jsp?campaign_KEY=6386

Please sign it. My man dies on wednesday. It's breaking my sanity and my heart. The san antonio police department is chartering a fucking bus to come cheer when his execution is done. As if it won't be hard enough for his family and friends. I will be there as a witness. I will record everything that happens and post it. I'm going to...
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Dear Stalkers,
I love you all, just as much as you love me which is equal to the hate, but its time to get a membership if you want to keep tabs on me. just click on the "members only entry" that you will see in my blog from now on and pay with a credit card. especially you "kiki" from austrailia and the "AB"....Step...
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"love was your great dissapointment"


i watched new york city fade behind me on the china town bus to philly that took me places i'd only daydreamed of, holding Jim's hand in the car listening to Lou Reed. Only certain seconds of life are beautiful.

Then there was richmond, VA. Me, Cass, And Nicki....The only three gutter kids in the whole town and there was...
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12:22 Saturday

I see her coming, gypsy skirt, beautiful black eye. She could tell you your dreams if she wasn't so busy destroying her own. Half heart keeps busy and the evangelical taxi driver keeps preaching to me. He knew me from back in the day when he would shuttle me from wallstreet fuck to wallstreet fuck to do cocaine with them and dance like...
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There was a man with a saxophone playing a sad song, lost as every one of us on that rainy day that I couldn't find anything to be thankful for except the future and that sad saxophone playing to the rhythm of my soul. Sleepy eyed in the morning, we open our raccoon eyes, been staying with insanity and a man that claims he's in...
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Last night was train rides, heartache, and lost memories. All of this bringing me to a cold street and a girl I only knew before through text and pictures. and really, what the fuck is that? She smiles like a shy angel and she's fragile but still so strong. We stayed up until four am in the alleyways of this city, searching for dumpstered food...
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and just when I think I might go down the street and buy that handgun once and for all..........

From : nic gray <ibnicg@yahoo.com>
Sent : Thursday, October 26, 2006 5:03 AM
To : lily <Lilithdreams@hotmail.com>
Subject : same lame shit

W T F I been knowing ya for a minute right. I fucking agree with some, if not alot of what your about,whitegirl but...
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I spent most of my halloween reunited with my fabulous faggot of a little brother. I forgot how much I missed him and his energy. We held hands and wandered the streets with his entourage, He always finds so many girls that just love to follow him around. We both grew up so broken, fighting off demons the best way we knew how. Having a...
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Got back from Philly to this wasteland. I opened a squat in North Philly with Carmelita. She would play guitar at night and I would freestyle with whiskey. Back in the city that never sleeps. Headed to Vermont for a minute. My gypsy blood is freezing. Going west soon. Well south then west, Hopefully I'll get to a little place I like to call Hell...
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