laiden

Dear life,
Why must you make me feel like a complete failure in every aspect of the word?
there is no one , there has been no one , i am no one ...i am pathetic for thinking i could have people around me who care.
I am dishearten destroyed and discontent with my surroundings of a so called life.
The intimate relationship is fine...
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Howdy<3

Update on my life :
Docs finally found out whats wrong with me it's called Pelvic Floor Dysfunction
I had never heard of it before , but i will be getting physical therapy , which unfortunately costs a fortune sooo lets hope I can make enough money !

I celebrated cinco de mayo with my close friends , we ended up smokin and drinking...
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Hello again Suicidegirl land !

So what's new with everyone ? It's been a min since i asked !
Me , i've been trying to have these docs figure out what's wrong with me ... it's been going on for over a year... actually almost 2 yrs ... and know one seems to know what's wrong! It's extremely frustrating , especially not having health insurance...
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How was everyone's St Patty's day?
You better have celebrated , no lame excuses...everyone is Irish on St Patty's day !

Mine was amazing!!!! I have never stayed awake and not get black out drunk b4 ... I love that i was drunk but not overly , and was awake from 10:30am - 4:30am
I made it thur and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!
WEnt...
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Well I had soooo much fun at the SG premier , from what i can remember ... i got extremely wasted ... unfortunately i kinda feel like i missed out on some things :-/
But i got to see alot of amazing SG's !!!!!
So on another note , you guys gotta check out the lovely Parish her new set comes out the 21rst i...
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well well well........
it's been a min !
Okay , so I had an amazing bday , it went beyond expectations!!!!!!!!
Went to hometown buffet ( i fucking love that place ) Then traveled to the tat shop and finally got my pinky tatted ! yay! THen proceeded to head to dollar bowling and lazer tag!!!!!! SOOOOO fun! I drank a bottle of champagne ,...
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wow wed was a blast!!!!!!!!!! It was such a good time , i met many ohio SG and made some friends !!!!
WE drank we sang , and we laughed!!!! What more could you ask for ????

On a diff topic my bday is coming up !!!! woohoo , bring on 22 !!!
Here's o list of things i want/need:
Vaccum
Fur boots (not real...
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So i'm soooo effing excited that i'm a SG... It's funny , when my boo and I were off to dinner i was telling him of my despair , and how i was insecure bout becoming one , then i looked at my SG inbox and say a message saying congrats on going pink !!!!! I was in shock and had to double take it...
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