Life is a funny thing ...
Always changing
Well , I'm going back to school, i did my fasfa and I take my placement test this week.
I'm single again . With a unstable breakup. This is the first time since 2008 that i've spent christmas alone. It feels odd. I think I have HPD no not HPV , HPD! look it up if you...
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Always changing
Well , I'm going back to school, i did my fasfa and I take my placement test this week.
I'm single again . With a unstable breakup. This is the first time since 2008 that i've spent christmas alone. It feels odd. I think I have HPD no not HPV , HPD! look it up if you...
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Dear friends fans and followers,
It's been too long since i was on here , let me update!
I am going to school but had to take a leave bc my stomach is beyond messed up. I went to hospital and they gave me meds but its still messed up.
I got fired from my 1 bartending job and was absolutely fine with it bc...
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It's been too long since i was on here , let me update!
I am going to school but had to take a leave bc my stomach is beyond messed up. I went to hospital and they gave me meds but its still messed up.
I got fired from my 1 bartending job and was absolutely fine with it bc...
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toxic:
so happy your alot happier! You look amazing <3
ratman20:
I feel like i'm losing the girl of my dreams...
Got my wisdom teeth out .... And it wasn't as bad as I thought although I was wayyyy sore afterwords.
School has begun and it has been taking all my time . I feel useless and need a new job or I won't survive...any ideas? I'm thinking another bartending job but its gonna be tough bc I have school 9am-5pm so i would need a...
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School has begun and it has been taking all my time . I feel useless and need a new job or I won't survive...any ideas? I'm thinking another bartending job but its gonna be tough bc I have school 9am-5pm so i would need a...
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toxic:
haven't heard from you in a while! Hope your doing alright!
justlostone:
HEY! ARE U GONNA COME TO CHICAGO SO WE CAN GO SEE GREEN LANTERN LIKE HOMOS??????
THank you to everyone who left comments in my last blog !!!! I appreciate it more than you know!
I went to Boston! had a really good time! It was what I needed! Also enjoyed riding the T and seeing the city!
My fav part was the Aquarium! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT!
MY least fav part Stupid accents! No offense if your from the area ,but...
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I went to Boston! had a really good time! It was what I needed! Also enjoyed riding the T and seeing the city!
My fav part was the Aquarium! I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED IT!
MY least fav part Stupid accents! No offense if your from the area ,but...
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jaxy:
I'm just so over people that assume things and others that feel I'm rude. I do not feel that I am a rude person.... yes I can be rude. But in this past situation I was far from rude.
People don't deserve me in their life.
People don't deserve me in their life.
decklynn:
so hang outs sometime soon??
And I thought it was getting better
apparently my luck has gotten me stranded.....
Birthday was okay .. ppl bailed .. expect nothing from anyone or you will always be disappointed
Went to Kalahari with the boy .. it was okay then went back to the hotel and he drank till he forgot he was wrong!
A huge fight happened which this time I actually...
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apparently my luck has gotten me stranded.....
Birthday was okay .. ppl bailed .. expect nothing from anyone or you will always be disappointed
Went to Kalahari with the boy .. it was okay then went back to the hotel and he drank till he forgot he was wrong!
A huge fight happened which this time I actually...
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vegacula:
I know exactly how you feel, my ex left me three times over things that I had no control over, he said hurtful things, I knew I didn't deserve what I was being put through, but as you said, there's that feeling in your gut that things just aren't quite finished yet. My advice is to talk to him, try to get some answers, if ANYTHING comes from it at all, it would be a sense of closure, even if its just a teeeeeny bit, but, that's just me. *e-hugs* I hope things get better for you, xoxo, vega
toxic:
lots of hugs if you need an ear to vent to I'm here 
How was everyone's Valentine's day?
Mine was great! Played a game and got a giant Teddy!!!!
So my bday is this thursday! Going to Dave and Buster's , for those of you that don't know what that is , it's a big kids chuckie cheese! SOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
Also I havea feeling my mom is trying to make a surprise party or something sneaky for...
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Mine was great! Played a game and got a giant Teddy!!!!
So my bday is this thursday! Going to Dave and Buster's , for those of you that don't know what that is , it's a big kids chuckie cheese! SOOOOOOOOOO much fun!
Also I havea feeling my mom is trying to make a surprise party or something sneaky for...
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_smurfzilla_:
dave and busters kicks ass! ^_^
i love games enough sober.. get me liquored up in an arcade and im in heaven! lol
cute kitty! eeee!
i love games enough sober.. get me liquored up in an arcade and im in heaven! lol
cute kitty! eeee!
ratman20:
You know what I want for my birthday... 
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I am
I am writing
I am writing to
I am writing to remember
I am writing to remember how
I am writing to remember how to
I am writing to remember how to write.
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I am
I am trying
I am trying to
I am trying to remember
I am trying to remember how
I am trying to remember how I
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I am
I am writing
I am writing to
I am writing to remember
I am writing to remember how
I am writing to remember how to
I am writing to remember how to write.
I
I am
I am trying
I am trying to
I am trying to remember
I am trying to remember how
I am trying to remember how I
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_smurfzilla_:
good luck on the job hunt! hope the birthday is filled with mega awesome superness!
toxic:
I hope your birthday will be an amazing one! Hope your doing terrific!
I think I am done dancing....
I don't want to do this anymore , I want an actual career. Or to run my own little business.
Soooo I was thinking bout starting an online strip club , where its set up like a real strip club, you pay the girls $22 for 10min of nude dancing. Wondering if anyone be interested in this. I mean...
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I don't want to do this anymore , I want an actual career. Or to run my own little business.
Soooo I was thinking bout starting an online strip club , where its set up like a real strip club, you pay the girls $22 for 10min of nude dancing. Wondering if anyone be interested in this. I mean...
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toxic:
awesome tattoo! I feel you miss, I'm so burnt out myself I'm thinking of going back to school! Wisdom teeth are painful but worth it, I'm so happy mine are out I had all 4 yanked at once! Hope your well! I miss chatting with you!
explorher:
Sorry, but I don't think the online Strip Club would work. I've been to a lot of clubs, and they are way more fun than looking at naked chicks on a screen.
Casino's are the new job hot spot around here.
Love the Foul Mouth.
Getting teeth yanked is not a big deal.
Casino's are the new job hot spot around here.
Love the Foul Mouth.
Getting teeth yanked is not a big deal.
Ello Ello out there!!!!
So New years came , and I want to tell you I feel refreshed !!!! 2010 was not my year and I feel like this year is actually a clean slate for me ! I've never felt like new years resolutions were something to stick to , just thought it was a tacky thing no one ever stuck to , but...
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So New years came , and I want to tell you I feel refreshed !!!! 2010 was not my year and I feel like this year is actually a clean slate for me ! I've never felt like new years resolutions were something to stick to , just thought it was a tacky thing no one ever stuck to , but...
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helvispresley:
wishing you the best in 2011
delta1130:
Sounds like we're on the same track for 2011. Best of luck in sticking to your resolutions. Maybe we can keep each other in check
Well hiydee hoee Sg land
How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise...
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How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise...
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tony969:
i totally know what you mean when you say "attraction yet unattraction". currently im feeling a deep unattraction towards her, but i still want to know that shes doing alright and is making somewhat right decisions in life. the way i see it, all relationships whether friendships or what not are investments. sometimes it is an investment that you may not expect a return from because the return isnt really important. however, it is always nice to see that your investment doesnt plummet after you leave it alone. i currently see years of hard work and time going down the drain. its quite sobering seeing people you think you know, doing things that you don't expect them to. this is probably why i'm sad.
grumpyoldbastard:
hi, heres hoping you acomplish all you go for, and just so you know, YOU ARE GORGEOUS 
Sorry you have to spend Christmas alone. I always do too it's been 14 years now of spending Christmas alone. So I know the feeling can be a bummer.
Hope things get better for you!
You should come back into chat sometime it's been ages.
P.S you have such pretty eyes